I Love You This Much

Its been weird these days.Im getting weaker and weaker.Why? Oh well , Syahierah Ahmad Samsudin tried her best to match me with whom i loved , Fluorine or Potassium .All i get is potassium . wtf ? well , we laugh alot in school while waiting for my girlfriends to have their PDS.I express my feelings to ierah and all she does , LAUGH ! hmm , but its okay ... my feelings is quite complicated to express . Seriously its hard to let your heart decides and express your feelings when you mixed feelings with the one you love now and the one you loved before.But now , Syahierah can understand my feelings all this while . Thankyou my dearest Bestfriend :D Since the day you texted Fluorine , Im quite having that bad feeling .Yaknow , sundays tomorrow , and if he knows im dead .Actually not quite dead,i may not know he could MINE or not.My heart is beating very fast when he gets to know who.

Thats what i feel rite now.Although theres no other girl with him , but thats the way im expressing it . He looks at me as if im happy and cheerful girl , but when i look into his eyes , i feel a blade cuts right through me.