4months of Love

Got nothing to do at home . Sooo sad i cant go out today

When i was 12 , i never knew what was Love meant . Didnt know how Love feels and how Love overcomes . To me , Love was suffer . All my 3 exs doesnt teach me what Love was . All was Bullshits and suck ass . But each year im going through a relationships , It tought me a bit by bit of it . Not from my exs i learn , but by the way i'm going through with them .

Since 13 October 2010 came ,
I met this one guy . I learn alot from him . All about Love . Yeah , most of me i gone through with him , was my First Time . But day by day , he teach me slowly 'til im fine with it . Sometimes im shy of him , but really months had past .. im really getting used to it slowly . He's the only one who knows my true attitude , true feelings my true heart :) He had been there for me for 4 months and everytime we met , is always a day to remember . Each day , he watch me does something he never saw before . Even if its just 4 months , alot of things we did together are soo memorable . Gone through all the pain & suffers , still we're just soo unbreakable . He knew alot about me and therefore still alot of things he doesnt know . Yknow , its really worth waiting for him for 7 weeks ,and what i most missed is ; met him and hug him like its out first time met . Almost cry infront of him but i hold on to it . I missed him spending our own time together side by side , missed seeing his laughters and smiles , missed the way we used to be , missed everything was fine . Now , Everything just went incredible . Day by day , it went stonger and deeper . But no one knows even us , how deep and strong it is . We can only tell , we love each other the same . The past was our History and it was a Legend . He told me things i would always wanna hear each day we met .He hugs me tight and close 'til im out of breath like his own teddy bear . Kiss me continuously made me full of fantasies . He tickles me 'til im going insane . Wrestle me like his own punching bag . Even if i does digusting things like burping loud , still he just love me the way i am .
Hehe Happy 4months Monthsary Dear . I'll always love u no matter what . Love sooooo much :D Meet ya soon ^^

Happy 4months Monthsary Dear ! Wishing us that we last 'til the end :D