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Im getting worried each day past by . Soo worried .
My chest is getting more hurtful than last week . Even more painful ;(
I dont know why . I did nothing to it .
Well i cried thinking that i need a operation . OMG i cried soo tak terhenti-henti .. It feels like as if i sitting down , laying or just standing , i can feel the hurt inside . Describe the pain ? Like , someone stab u with a knife through your heart . Thats the pain .
I just dont know how am i going to endure the pain everyday i go to school .
I feel soo abnormal . The pain makes me sooo weak . Haiisssh . I dont know what to say . Oh no .. im crying bcoz of the pain ! Sial lah what  telah happen to me ? Im soo scared . I feel like dying soon ;(


Ohh and anywaes ,
Happy 6 monthsary to my Dearest Prince Charming . I love him soooo much . Hehehe .