I'll carry in my Heart

Weak . Useless . Plain . Struggling .
Thats not even me . Im getting more weaker and weaker each time i cares . What am i doing ?
Why is my world turning upside down ? Well , alot of problems are starting to get on my nerves .
Im feelin' kinda plain and empty rite now .Its a sad thing to lose a loved ones the only one you were closed to . Its never been the same since he left . Just one question my Dear Tuhan , Why Him ? . He's my only hope to make me have the strength to success .ONLY HIM . He cares for me like since im small and he's the only one that i kept thinking in my mind . Not my mum and siblings . JUST HIM . I just wish i can have him back . He's the only who supports me and have the courage to make me feel success in life . Just for the sake of Love & care , i guess i'll just carry on and carry him in my heart . Whenever i see a star shining brightly in my eyes , Its hime alrite :D