What If Love is Hell to me ..

Im scared . Totally scared .
I fell in love with a guy . He's protective of me , caring , sweet , understanding and loving . Everywhere he goes , he wants me to be by his side . And when i goes , i REALLY want him by my side . I truly love him . I dont wanna leave by his side .But , everytime i think of him , i feel plain . i feel like as if im being hurt by him someday .But thats not him , THAT IS NOT TRUE !..
Everytime i see his face , i feel like " i am being hurt rite now , but what ? " . I just dont understand my choice even i dont understand myself . I know there are alot of guys out there searching for their own love mates ,but im only gonna stick to him . He's one of kind .He treats me as if im his girlfriend , but i don know about him . Im just scared that he might say " im just treating her as my friend thats all , not more " , thats the worst part . Sometimes , Love can be fantasy .. it can also be scary . To me , im just scared of his respond . Whatever it is , i really want him to know that i love him , but can he accept my love even if im dying for your love ? ..

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