Seriously im aiming to get one of the Nikon Camera . Im soo obsessed with it . I ask my mum about my late father's camera . she said its lost . Okae , its time for me to get one . Hehe . When i told my mom that i wanna buy that camera , all have to say is " Kau niyy , jgn nak berangan nak ade camera . Entah kau bole jage betol`betol ke tak . Belajar pandai`pandai dulu , baru boleh ade camera ." But this time , she said this " Kau gune lah bakat melukis kau lepas tu jual . Dapat duet jugak . Nnti bile kau nk beli , nnti mama pandai`pandai tambahkan siket duet klao tk cukop . "
OMG ! she said that ? Shocking much .
Cant help crying all night lahh . I can control :'( I feel being missed badly by you . I just can stop ! Everynight im breathless dear . I cant breathe properly ! Felt as if im dying rite now . Pls dear , Come back quickly . I need you rite now ! Pls heal me , i cant help having this feeling everyday .. I cant eat , i cant sleep , i cant breathe properly , i cant do things right , tears running down my cheeks , heartpain . Dear , reading through your messages helps me smiles abit , but abit is not enough for me to regained my happiness back . My only happiness is only you . Thats why i need you now . I want my happiness back in this world ! I want back what we used to . I want back the US . Without you , im only a girl left in a deserted island . Hpw long are you going to be in there ? I still remember the day before you went in court . you told me not to leave you or find another guy . Whatever it is , im still waiting for you , But , i dunnoe if i can hold on much longer . It KILLS ME BADLY :'(
