15 years since ..

Hello.Nothing much to post . But i kinda sad cause ... let me tell you .


Its been 15 years since i've never ever got invited to go raye with friends . Im kinda sad about that . This year i thought it will be much happier than other years buts its all the same . It has never been the same since my daddy went away . He's just too precious in my life . When he's around , he always accompanied my life and a whole new family together forever . But my thought when wrong til' God takes him away . This year , Nobody invite me to go out for raye . No One . Its a sad thing . All my bestfriends and my other friends have all the fun they need while i , just waiting at home until someone turns up on me . But no one did . I just think that im not important anymore . Not important at anyone or anybody . All i get was the loneliness . The darkness came and scare me . I guess ppl just used me for no reason . Cause i've always felt that i have no true friends to lean on . Nobody proves me that they can be part of me . But no one did . Im sorry . I've always get hurt by others and always felt all the pain while others jolly have they time .


Huda):