A Day to Remember .

Went out at 11.45 to meet suhaida coz i lend her my trackpants . Dhen we go jalan-jalan westmall :)
At 1.40+ he my bf msg me if i want go Jurong Point . Walaowei . Jurong Point... Such a busy mall . Go meet Wan Sakai andand my Bf ^^ Ape lagy , go jalan- jalan ah . haha . Irritating bastard lah si Wan ni . Nampak kedai baju laki , Masok ah . Mcm pompuan -.- but boy version .. my leg penat tao jalan-jalan . Then go sit at Boon Lay  park .. lepak ! for awhile only . Go home sooo sleepy n tired . well , my bf sent me to bus stop . * Blushing .. hehe i like !

Moral : Is and Average day , But a day to remember :) Thanks to my Bf . hehe Love You !!

My Superman

                                                               13 October 2010

He's my Hero . He's my superman . He's my everything :) . I keep giving him excuses when he wants to loiter with me arnd him . i wan . But im sorry . I keep saying " im sorry " .. but it felt like im hurting him . I don know what to do . "Im sorry " is all i can afford . I need time to show my love to him . And all he ever say was he trust in me deeply . And this is what he gets .. Im sorry dear . If only i have time to spent time with you , i'll be much more happier :) . Here im posting a song for you dear . Its for you :) .

Simple Plan - I can Wait Forever 

Love You :D

Tomorrow , pick my bestfriend from school . Suhaida cannot :( so sad .. dhen i have to fetch shariffah myself . kwangkwangkwang .. Physics paper 1 was VERY DAMN EASY . paper 2 , i nvr do many quesions . Mayb i failed .. or not :D . Oral , OMG i freak out seating infront of the teacher . I cant eye contact .. i don know why :( lagipon , saket perot .. ( bcoz i nvr eat from yesterday ) i don wan him to noe . Go home , went to sleep for 4 hours .. i wake up , FEVER ! walaowei ! bad day .. 

Dont noe what im feeling rite now ..

                                              I Think Im In Love :D

I love you guys :)

We're back again . Bestfriends , i don wanna lose you again just bcoz of small things n misunderstandinsg . Im sorry :)

Got sooooo angry when he didnt reply my msg from morning n afternoon . But when i online fb , he's online -.- Seriuosly im sad but im not mad , hehehe sorry lah ..

When he chat wit me , he ask me why i nvr reply his msg .. " Now you want to reply my msg ?! Alamaaaak ! "

( But i went jumping in Efah's house :D )

But the reason why he reply is bcoz ; he sleep at 4 morning n wake up at 4+ pm , wow ! ( he's in LALA LAND ^^)

Hahaha Happy to the Max ! 

this is all i can afford to post , See ya ! :)

Song that Efah n Suhaida , made me cry ; Nurain :

Aww , such a sweet song , but i don noe what makes me cry .. nvrmd . But i will still love this ong no matter what :)

You're my Zero Gravity

How can i forget all our Memories Together ..

We met in a special way that i can never forget . Remember the time , we waited and waited for Efah n Suhaida during their PDS , we act like bitches , Laugh like bitches .. And yeah , WE ARE BITCHES. Our Friendship is like a bow tied tightly that no one can release its shape . Ya know , you can only made my freedom free as possible . Its impossible how you made me change my life completely . You made me believe in everything . You even made my days more cheerful and smilin' much more . But day by day , more challenges that we must face together .

Remember , no matter what happens between us and the rest .. i wont have any hard feelings in you all .Im doing my job as a good bestfriends to you all .Even what i say that hurt your feelings , i didnt mean to but what i said is im advicing you for your own good . You are my concerns and i cant stop worrying about you .I want all to understand each other . You guys are precious to me like a fragile glass .Especially , Syahierah Ahmad Samsudin .You guide me through all this while . You treat me right . But there are always obstacles that we must overthrew . What i said about Suhaida , I seriously didnt meant to hurt you . But its the fact . Dont you remember what i said and we promise together ? I maybe nagging at you guys or the opposite , thats bcoz i love you guys like my own family and you all are my concerns . If anything happens to you  badly , Ya know .. i'll regret hurtfully of not taking care of you carely . Whatever happens to you , we are all responsible of taking care of you together . Sometimes i feel like im just used . thats bcoz im sad . But that doesnt mean i hate you and i have hard feelings to hate . No . There will never be hard feelings in me even if you gusy hurt me badly till the end .

             You are the One Who made me smile & You'll always Be Part of Me :)

Somethin' Bout Love

Although its not that sense , but the lyrics of this song is what the same in what im experiencing it now . i dont know . I need time to show my love , prove my love is pure and my love is only for you . But how am i going to do that when you hide from me last time . now what i realize is that im hiding from you . All this while i treat you rite , and you made me believe i can only have one love to live long .You treat me rite , but your sense isn't the same .So , what i wish is only meant for you . I want you back , cause what i wish is what i want to be . You're the only one i count on . It's you who made my life better . Its you who made me believe . Its you who i can rely on those times . Its you who i can only share my love to you . And its you who i want most .

Relationships = Friendships

Relationships starts with friendships first rite ? .. Yeah , Im totally sad . Im on the phone with my bestfriend. we cried all the way until we stops talking .. for sometime , we didnt say a word . We kept on crying and crying because of our own miserable life . Well , its killing us rite now and till now . we were one the phone and she told me ;

" Huda dont worry , you still have me . I'm alone now because i wanna go with my friend that is you . Because i wanna change to the old me and make our friendship even closer than before . They may go with their love ones . And we maybe together . Now , the only i wanna be with is you . Even my friends in my class wouldnt want to talk to me  and also one of my teachers suspected of them not closing with me anymore . Pls huda , you still have me . i wanna go with you and you are the only one i can count on "

I cried nonstop when she told me that . As if i make her change to her old self back . Im just soo lucky to have her by my side . If not , i will always be lonely . My heart is aching now . Crying and kept on crying .
"Why would her do this to me ? All i did was to give her my concerns as a true friend . Cause i really love all my true friends . You guys can relax anytime you want cause they can make you more relaxing in any way . All i can say , I dont know whats gonna happens next .

"My dearest friend , whatever you say to have me back , remember this in your mind ; My heart is always opens for people to change . Even if you change from bad to worse , or worse to good .. no matter what , the book in my heart is marked . now , everybody left me alone . Even some of my bestfriends wouldn't care about me .. So why should i ? Even they never seem to care that until when we have that feeling of loneliness together . I may not be the best , But im the best of you ".