Relationships = Friendships

Relationships starts with friendships first rite ? .. Yeah , Im totally sad . Im on the phone with my bestfriend. we cried all the way until we stops talking .. for sometime , we didnt say a word . We kept on crying and crying because of our own miserable life . Well , its killing us rite now and till now . we were one the phone and she told me ;

" Huda dont worry , you still have me . I'm alone now because i wanna go with my friend that is you . Because i wanna change to the old me and make our friendship even closer than before . They may go with their love ones . And we maybe together . Now , the only i wanna be with is you . Even my friends in my class wouldnt want to talk to me  and also one of my teachers suspected of them not closing with me anymore . Pls huda , you still have me . i wanna go with you and you are the only one i can count on "

I cried nonstop when she told me that . As if i make her change to her old self back . Im just soo lucky to have her by my side . If not , i will always be lonely . My heart is aching now . Crying and kept on crying .
"Why would her do this to me ? All i did was to give her my concerns as a true friend . Cause i really love all my true friends . You guys can relax anytime you want cause they can make you more relaxing in any way . All i can say , I dont know whats gonna happens next .

"My dearest friend , whatever you say to have me back , remember this in your mind ; My heart is always opens for people to change . Even if you change from bad to worse , or worse to good .. no matter what , the book in my heart is marked . now , everybody left me alone . Even some of my bestfriends wouldn't care about me .. So why should i ? Even they never seem to care that until when we have that feeling of loneliness together . I may not be the best , But im the best of you ".