If only you werent in ~

Dear ,

 I miss you sooo much ); why must you go ? why ? ..........
Today i went home early at 9+ .
~If only you werent in , you would alwaes please me to meet you somewhere with your friends today
~If only you werent in , you would have looked at my report book and comment today .
~If only you werent in , i would have been a happy girl everyday .
~If only you werent in , i dont have to go guilin and cry and remember those days .
~If only you werent in , i dont need to feel that feeling of being left by you .
~If only you werent in , i dont have to cry and knock out before bed .
~If only you werent in , i dont have to give fake smiles to my friends everyday .
~If only you werent in , we would already on the phone now and talk random stuff .
~If only you werent in , we would already meet somewhere now.
~If only you werent in , you would have msg me and tell me ILUSM !
~If only you werent in , you would already sing songs on the phone with me .
~If only you werent in , you would already post romantic things about me at Facebook .
~If only you werent in , i would already ask to take pictures together of one of these days .
~If only you werent in , i dont have to miss all those huggings and ticklings .
~If only you werent in , you would already by my side now .
~If only you werent in , you would already reading all my post in Blog .
~If only you werent in , you would already disturbed me until im mad .
~If only you werent in , i wouldnt worry about our 1st anniversary .
~If only you werent in , i would not have slept today cause we on the phone for hours .

If only you werent in , I wouldnt have been alone for a long time to wait for you to get out of that hell shit place .

Pls get the hell shit out of there quick ~
ImMissingYouSooDamnMuchToTheMax :(