Wake up from bed , my eyes are damn swollen cause everytime i wanna go to sleep .. keep having that missing feeling from someone i love . Its sooo strong i can feel its really rite . I wanna go to bed but my heart is sooo sad crying nonstop . ohhh my , i does know who's missing me badly . i really do :( .Go to school , Diana is in the scool toilet 2nd floor .. salam her . She says that my face is really sad feeling like wants to cry . OMG . yeah , im almost crying but im not . Cause making myself strong is enough for me to fight for this tears inside . Does the school' activities , still sad . After school , me n ierah dont know where to go . But i know we are going somewhere peace n quiet to let out feelings out in the air . So Guilin is the rite place . We did our own things , as usual hear songs . I heard this song Perfect by Hedley . I cried nonstop . Staring in the water reminds me of the times we spent time together .
Dear , im really missing you soo badly . I cant help crying coz is tooo sad for me . reminds me of the days we spends time . Huggings , ticklings , laughings .. i cant forget . What my bestfriend told me , " this is a test from God to test you if you're capable of waiting for him even if it takes a long time " . Yeah , im willing to wait . I can wait forever . No one can ever replace you . If this is a test , i shall do it . This is to prove even if my love is far further , loyal to one love is more important . All i can say , im ready to face any test just to prove my love to him . Im ready . Through thick&thins , ups&downs , easy&tough , smooth&roughs .. im prepared with all my heart . Im facing this alone just for you . Even if it takes a long time , but time is traveling fast now .Dear , im not waiting , Im racing to the fullest for you . Racing to you is the best i can do . If only i can get you free ; i wont cry those tears for you , i wont have the feeling of loneliness .. Please let it a fast game , a fast test .. please end quick .. you're the only guy inside my heart .. and i can do anything just to reach to you as long as you're free . Im fighting my best . Pls let it be quick . Love you soooooo damn much my dear . Takecares :)
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