This is where i wanna express my whole feelings to .Cause this situation is all abt my EX .
3 days Spec course ,
First Day .
I'm in the same group as him . " WTH ? SAME GROUP ? HAIISS ."
First day , we talk .. but not much .
he says to me "Aku tak tawu kenape tapy aku suke kacau si huda "
So he bully me .. called me "Minah Container" .I know why he calls me that ..
its just that its too embarassing to share *paisey ..
Then i got irritated by him . All the way he irritates me nonstop ..well , IGNORANCE is the best way ^^
until he tell Nicholas my ATOK EVERYTHING ! yalorh .. paisey all the way .
Then one time , Nic falls in beside me .. and ask "if he ask you for patch , would you accept ?"
"I donnoe" ..
The next test taking TRAINFIRE.. still have time to cool down .
Suhaida seats beside me and ask " kaw maseh sayang khair ? "
"Tak tahu"
Then still got irritated by him AGAIN !
Second day.
Went to the Singapore Discovery Centre with the whole ncc company .
first , we didnt talk but we're like communicate with our own EYES .
Then i forget already , he starts to irritates me again and again .
i was like the whole day i was beside him ..*melts
Then , when it comes to playing a game , ME .. SUHAIDA..AISYEEK ..KHAIR N SYARIFF were in a team.
the Suhaida n Aisyeek went to the toilet .. left me , khair n syariff. Syariff was with his friends left we both.
I took out all the accesories for the games.. then khair was a busybody .
i wanna take the money then he stole from me."KHAIR BAGY BALEK LAHH ! AKU PUNYE DUET!"
"KAW FIKIR DUET NI KAW SORANG PERH"
"A'Ah LAHH ASL? JEALOUS AKU ADE DEUT BANYAK DARI KAW?"
then he stole all my money.
then me n khair fight the whole afternoon just abt that stupid GAME !
Suhaida and Aisyeek played first then i start to join them except khair.
looking at me n them played after a while he joins me .
WE WAS WITH ME !
When the games starts to have suspension , me khair can work together ..
that was when i didnt realise ..every moment , he gets closer to me.
closer , closer and even more closer ..
sooo when the time is out , me and khair wins and both aida n aisyeek surrender the game.
"Kite bole buat team ahk huda !"
Before we are released , we were in a fall in position .
khair was beside me again .
the i tear a paper and my a heart shaped paper.
He saw me doing it n say "Ehk huda , macam ane kaw buat ahk ? ajar aku .."
then i teach him .so when he gets that shape , he gives me and say " nah ! kaw bagy Mat Container kaw"
*paisey
haha , but still he even gives me the stuff he achieve by me ^^
Last day .
"LAST DAY?!! AWW MAN !:("
hmmm, i bully him when we're doing the GSK test . Writing "MYRA" behind his body .
The , we're suppose to go to the auditorium . "AIR CONDITION?! JYEAH COOL!"
But when the instructor says we're doing the practice outside , its raining .And we're DAMN COLD!
so , khair seats behind me . and start to play . He use his hands and touch my cheeks "SEJOK?"
"a'ah lahh"...........................................................................*melts
when the presentation finished , he slap me .. nt hard .
But i slap him WAY HARD ^^
then when assembling in the hall , he slap me with his two hands at my two cheeks ..
"SAKET LAHH!"
"haha! tu lahh balasan kaw . ..minah container !"
*melts*melts*melts*melts*melts*melts*melts*melts*melts*melts
hehehe , from that onwards , we never talk .
But he still stare at me .^^
hmm , thats what i experience . But im still asking myself .. ,
" should i accept him back ? "
if YES , im glad we're happy again but im scared of losing you again
if NO , its awaste of time waiting for you ..
Jyeah , i know you're trying to say something .
Coz my hearts says .... I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU
but that doesnt mean i'm truly .. im still havent decide to make my choice yet
whether to love you back or nt :(
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