Too Pain for me to handle

Life is pain . Totally pain . im stressed all about life .

Boys , family , money , work n studies.

Too pain for me to handle .

I cry all night just to think and ask myself

"Can i handle Life ?"

My brain is full of Regrets and Mistakes

"What have i done to my world??!"

I cry every seconds ,

every minutes ,

every hours ..

EVERYDAY .

Now , ppl dont understand how i feel . Everytime i try to explain , they went to different story . I wish i had a friend who can understand me well enough .. I just wanna take a long knife and strike through my heart ..);