Today , really Fido cheer me up .. chat with him at MSN . Talk about Love Life , childhoods .. more lahh . I was crying nonstop when Fido talks about Love life . He said this " When your Love between him is soo strong , doesnt mean its true love . It can be just a stead . Feelings are feelings , it gets stronger , it fades . Thats why i dont believe true love at this age . Dont regret when your bf come out and things doesnt work out the same like it used to . Dont regret your whole life . Life is once only . There are million guys out there . " so i told him this " jyeah , he told me before that he wont ever leave me and i trust his words . And soo , i told him i wont ever leave or find other guys and i'm willing to wait no matter how long it takes , what i said to him im proving it right now . i know there are million guys out there , its just that something about him really i cant get us separated . He's the only one i have . he's the only one who can heal me . im sorry i just cant help myself . " ..
On that morning , watching televisyen , i sense that hes missing me again . Its soo uncontrolable . I remember what my girlfriends told me , pray for him hard , so that god will hear your prays and keep him in touch with you . Soo i pray , pray hardly til every word im prasing every tear it rolls down my cheek . ... i cant help it , im soo sad reminding of him .
Well , a special day for us is coming near this Monday . Suhaida told me , atleast i can celebrate it alone , but theirs ....... haissssh , whats the use of celebrating it alone without someone special next to me ? its our day , our celebration . soo , no use celebrating alone . I still havent figure out what to buy for him ..
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