Can i just PLS be my old self again ? Im miss being happy . I miss all the hard laughters .
I MISS BEING ME WHEN IM SINGLE );
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Just somebody knows me
I told them . I told YOU before .
NO COULD UNDERSTAND ME & MY HEART .
If you say you could , they you're definitely wrong .Im a person people hardly understands .
Ppl just say anything they want even jokes . But yknow , If that somebody knows me very well ,
He or she would never fail to make my heart no hurts and scars . Not even one time .
I can be very sensetive , TOO sensetive or Not even .Im just a human but having a very different heart from others . Even the slightest jokes , i could take it to heart . Im sorry this is how i am . My hearts tooo fragile . I cant take pain mostly .
To Suhaida , Ierah , Efah , Hanis and Apiz ,
Thankyou for being there for me when i needed you most .You guys never fail to make me smile and filled with laughters . You guys really never give up on me . I love you guys the most <3 Lovee ya .
NO COULD UNDERSTAND ME & MY HEART .
If you say you could , they you're definitely wrong .Im a person people hardly understands .
Ppl just say anything they want even jokes . But yknow , If that somebody knows me very well ,
He or she would never fail to make my heart no hurts and scars . Not even one time .
I can be very sensetive , TOO sensetive or Not even .Im just a human but having a very different heart from others . Even the slightest jokes , i could take it to heart . Im sorry this is how i am . My hearts tooo fragile . I cant take pain mostly .
To Suhaida , Ierah , Efah , Hanis and Apiz ,
Thankyou for being there for me when i needed you most .You guys never fail to make me smile and filled with laughters . You guys really never give up on me . I love you guys the most <3 Lovee ya .
Monkey D. Luffy
Haha !
Just watch One Piece . and edits my blog . Haissssh got nothing much to do .
See ya later . Off to Study ! Byebye :>
Just watch One Piece . and edits my blog . Haissssh got nothing much to do .
See ya later . Off to Study ! Byebye :>
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Stay close pls
OMG he's going tomorrow ?? Hmmmm . Pls pls PLS dont let him go in .
If he goes in , i just dont noe how my life would be without him .
Going to school not getting txt msges from him ,
Gdmorning or night msges ,
No late night calls ,
No hugs n kisses ,
No meeting up until late nights ,
No holding hands ,
n more more lahhh .
Hmmm when he ask me if im waiting for him or not .. I went blank .
Yes or no ??
Think it all over , if he goes in .. Im willing to wait n im ready :)
Im ready to be solo for a while he's gone . If i can wait him for 7 weeks ,
why cant i wait longer ? , even if it takes alot of tears missing him .. still i will be there to wait him comes back .
If i could , i wont wanna let him go eventhough he's gone for months or years .
Of course alot of challenges will strt coming to me , but no matter what happens to me ,
i wouldnt care and my heart will always be with him .
The time he went in last year , yeah i cried alot . Everyday nonstop sitting in front of the comp waiting for him to online .
Hmm . Cause that time i wasnt ready to be solo without him . All i ever think was " am i having a break session with him since he's gone ? it feels like we're breaking down .. " Thats me .
If he's going in , yeah he'll always in my dreams :) Missing him soo much .
Dear , if you goes in , dont worry i keep my promise . I'll study even more harder now . but yeah when you comes back someday .. alot of differences in me . You may not know . But no matter how my looks or attitude changes from good to bad or bad to good ( i wont be worse like a bitch ) , still my heart is on you . I will be waiting for your return someday . I'll pray harder just for you . ;)
But if he isnt , then i'll be more happier than i couldnt imagine :)
If he goes in , i just dont noe how my life would be without him .
Going to school not getting txt msges from him ,
Gdmorning or night msges ,
No late night calls ,
No hugs n kisses ,
No meeting up until late nights ,
No holding hands ,
n more more lahhh .
Hmmm when he ask me if im waiting for him or not .. I went blank .
Yes or no ??
Think it all over , if he goes in .. Im willing to wait n im ready :)
Im ready to be solo for a while he's gone . If i can wait him for 7 weeks ,
why cant i wait longer ? , even if it takes alot of tears missing him .. still i will be there to wait him comes back .
If i could , i wont wanna let him go eventhough he's gone for months or years .
Of course alot of challenges will strt coming to me , but no matter what happens to me ,
i wouldnt care and my heart will always be with him .
The time he went in last year , yeah i cried alot . Everyday nonstop sitting in front of the comp waiting for him to online .
Hmm . Cause that time i wasnt ready to be solo without him . All i ever think was " am i having a break session with him since he's gone ? it feels like we're breaking down .. " Thats me .
If he's going in , yeah he'll always in my dreams :) Missing him soo much .
Dear , if you goes in , dont worry i keep my promise . I'll study even more harder now . but yeah when you comes back someday .. alot of differences in me . You may not know . But no matter how my looks or attitude changes from good to bad or bad to good ( i wont be worse like a bitch ) , still my heart is on you . I will be waiting for your return someday . I'll pray harder just for you . ;)
But if he isnt , then i'll be more happier than i couldnt imagine :)
Monday, March 21, 2011
Bestfriends :)
Suhaida ;
Why the sudden message ? Why are you saying sorry ?
It doesnt matter suhaida . There's not a need to say sorry or thankyou .
Even if someone stole you away from me or us , my concerns are still there for you .
Remember the past , soo hurtful yet memorable .. We may not be like we used to last time .
Having fun together , laughing like bitches in school , study together and we made new memories everyday .
But no matter what , im still there for you . Even if im mad or upset about you , still there will be one time i will forgive you all your mistakes . Just so you know , there will always be one time you will far away from me and miss our 'us' . Remember i gave you my shoulder to cry on , i wipe your tears away with my bear hands , i tried my best to give you everything that you needed most , i gave you support in everything you do and mostly , i was always there beside you when you needed me . I gave my very best to be the best of you . and therefore , i not need any surprise or anything to reward my kindness . I dont need anything in return from you . I gave you all my trust to you and i hope you wouldnt let me down . Love yaaa Sista <3
-Huda
Why the sudden message ? Why are you saying sorry ?
It doesnt matter suhaida . There's not a need to say sorry or thankyou .
Even if someone stole you away from me or us , my concerns are still there for you .
Remember the past , soo hurtful yet memorable .. We may not be like we used to last time .
Having fun together , laughing like bitches in school , study together and we made new memories everyday .
But no matter what , im still there for you . Even if im mad or upset about you , still there will be one time i will forgive you all your mistakes . Just so you know , there will always be one time you will far away from me and miss our 'us' . Remember i gave you my shoulder to cry on , i wipe your tears away with my bear hands , i tried my best to give you everything that you needed most , i gave you support in everything you do and mostly , i was always there beside you when you needed me . I gave my very best to be the best of you . and therefore , i not need any surprise or anything to reward my kindness . I dont need anything in return from you . I gave you all my trust to you and i hope you wouldnt let me down . Love yaaa Sista <3
-Huda
Saturday, March 19, 2011
SuperMoon
FULL MOON :)
fULL MOON ! FULL MOON ! Awww this universe is just soo enchanting <3 hehe .
Okae . Every Full moon , i'd always wish fer something .
My wish ;
Supermoon , Let my love ones be united together like we used to . No more fightings and misunderstoods . Let this year be a sweet , memorable and fun year i could enjoy with em . Let them stay close to me and i dont wanna let em go out of my life forever .
Hehehe .
fULL MOON ! FULL MOON ! Awww this universe is just soo enchanting <3 hehe .
Okae . Every Full moon , i'd always wish fer something .
My wish ;
Supermoon , Let my love ones be united together like we used to . No more fightings and misunderstoods . Let this year be a sweet , memorable and fun year i could enjoy with em . Let them stay close to me and i dont wanna let em go out of my life forever .
Hehehe .
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Heartbroken
Heylo . See the word above , thats what made me moody today . Yeah i went out with my friends . PHOTOSHOT . Went out with Syamir ( camera man ) , Siti Muliani ( his current model ) , Ierah ( model 2 ) and me ( kekek model ) . I was suppose to see my boify but everything got messed up and they wanted me to tag along . Its not that i put my boyfriend aside but , if he can NOT meet me and lepak with his friends in school , y cant i not meet him and go out with my friends ? Its not revenge , but maybe Karma . U did it to me , so just accept it happens to u back cause u did it . Of course i soo damn tired of fighting with him . I may have a little or even a huge amount of anger in me bcoz of him , but no matter wat .. i wanted him to msg me like we used to . I wanted him to call me like we otp always . I wanted things to be back normally . Dont noe wats happening to my life . Feels as if its breaking down inside .
Ynoe dear , I'd always wish u were the old u like last time . Just something hasnt been spoken yet . I felt as if im just being used . As if im not important anymore . To me , i dont care we've been gone through how many months already in our relationship , but its how we handle things together and made each other feel right and be treated right . But , i dont even see that now . I dont wanna say more things in here . Im saving it . I've been observing u . Even if im mad or upset , I always still wanted u to message me or call me . I dont care if we are fighting or not . I dont care how angry or upset i am to you . But still , i wanted things to go normally and act nothing is happening between us . i hate fighting my boyfriend . I JUST HATE FIGHTING . Due to tis matter , i think i need time to chill . Everything is rushing to me . Everything blames me . Im sorry but , i need time to think this all over again . All i can say Treat me right , before somebody else does . Treat me right before someone comes to me and kidnap my heart . Ynoe , i gave you all my heart but you play it like a toy . Its seriously hurtful )); Give me time to cool down . I need some time to make me figured out .
Ynoe dear , I'd always wish u were the old u like last time . Just something hasnt been spoken yet . I felt as if im just being used . As if im not important anymore . To me , i dont care we've been gone through how many months already in our relationship , but its how we handle things together and made each other feel right and be treated right . But , i dont even see that now . I dont wanna say more things in here . Im saving it . I've been observing u . Even if im mad or upset , I always still wanted u to message me or call me . I dont care if we are fighting or not . I dont care how angry or upset i am to you . But still , i wanted things to go normally and act nothing is happening between us . i hate fighting my boyfriend . I JUST HATE FIGHTING . Due to tis matter , i think i need time to chill . Everything is rushing to me . Everything blames me . Im sorry but , i need time to think this all over again . All i can say Treat me right , before somebody else does . Treat me right before someone comes to me and kidnap my heart . Ynoe , i gave you all my heart but you play it like a toy . Its seriously hurtful )); Give me time to cool down . I need some time to make me figured out .
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
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