Heylo . See the word above , thats what made me moody today . Yeah i went out with my friends . PHOTOSHOT . Went out with Syamir ( camera man ) , Siti Muliani ( his current model ) , Ierah ( model 2 ) and me ( kekek model ) . I was suppose to see my boify but everything got messed up and they wanted me to tag along . Its not that i put my boyfriend aside but , if he can NOT meet me and lepak with his friends in school , y cant i not meet him and go out with my friends ? Its not revenge , but maybe Karma . U did it to me , so just accept it happens to u back cause u did it . Of course i soo damn tired of fighting with him . I may have a little or even a huge amount of anger in me bcoz of him , but no matter wat .. i wanted him to msg me like we used to . I wanted him to call me like we otp always . I wanted things to be back normally . Dont noe wats happening to my life . Feels as if its breaking down inside .
Ynoe dear , I'd always wish u were the old u like last time . Just something hasnt been spoken yet . I felt as if im just being used . As if im not important anymore . To me , i dont care we've been gone through how many months already in our relationship , but its how we handle things together and made each other feel right and be treated right . But , i dont even see that now . I dont wanna say more things in here . Im saving it . I've been observing u . Even if im mad or upset , I always still wanted u to message me or call me . I dont care if we are fighting or not . I dont care how angry or upset i am to you . But still , i wanted things to go normally and act nothing is happening between us . i hate fighting my boyfriend . I JUST HATE FIGHTING . Due to tis matter , i think i need time to chill . Everything is rushing to me . Everything blames me . Im sorry but , i need time to think this all over again . All i can say Treat me right , before somebody else does . Treat me right before someone comes to me and kidnap my heart . Ynoe , i gave you all my heart but you play it like a toy . Its seriously hurtful )); Give me time to cool down . I need some time to make me figured out .
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