Stay close pls

OMG he's going tomorrow ?? Hmmmm . Pls pls PLS dont let him go in .
If he goes in , i just dont noe how my life would be without him .
Going to school not getting txt msges from him ,
Gdmorning or night msges ,
No late night calls ,
No hugs n kisses ,
No meeting up until late nights ,
No holding hands ,
n more more lahhh .
Hmmm when he ask me if im waiting for him or not .. I went blank .
Yes or no ??
Think it all over , if he goes in .. Im willing to wait n im ready :)
Im ready to be solo for a while he's gone . If i can wait him for 7 weeks ,
why cant i wait longer ? , even if it takes alot of tears missing him .. still i will be there to wait him comes back .
If i could , i wont wanna let him go eventhough he's gone for months or years .
Of course alot of challenges will strt coming to me , but no matter what happens to me ,
i wouldnt care and my heart will always be with him .
The time he went in last year , yeah i cried alot . Everyday nonstop sitting in front of the comp waiting for him to online .
Hmm . Cause that time i wasnt ready to be solo without him . All i ever think was " am i having a break session with him since he's gone ? it feels like we're breaking down .. " Thats me .
If he's going in , yeah he'll always in my dreams :) Missing him soo much .
Dear , if you goes in , dont worry i keep my promise . I'll study even more harder now . but yeah when you comes back someday .. alot of differences in me . You may not know . But no matter how my looks or attitude changes from good to bad or bad to good ( i wont be worse like a bitch ) , still my heart is on you . I will be waiting for your return someday . I'll pray harder just for you . ;)

But if he isnt , then i'll be more happier than i couldnt imagine :)