Someone's watching over me

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OMG .. i love this song & also the show ; Raise your Voice .
Yeah , That guy is soooo HAWT ! arrrhhh  -.-

And also this song , Someone's watching over me ..
Im dedicating this song to me Belovered Father .. Rest in Peace daddy (;

Love just is ... Whatever it maybe

                                                        Dont mind me cause ;

                                                                   IM IN LOVE :D                                

                                   Nothing less & nothing more ; i dont know why i love you for
                                

A song to make ..

                       I Just need someone to teach me how to play Guitar coz im making a song :(            

15 years since ..

Hello.Nothing much to post . But i kinda sad cause ... let me tell you .


Its been 15 years since i've never ever got invited to go raye with friends . Im kinda sad about that . This year i thought it will be much happier than other years buts its all the same . It has never been the same since my daddy went away . He's just too precious in my life . When he's around , he always accompanied my life and a whole new family together forever . But my thought when wrong til' God takes him away . This year , Nobody invite me to go out for raye . No One . Its a sad thing . All my bestfriends and my other friends have all the fun they need while i , just waiting at home until someone turns up on me . But no one did . I just think that im not important anymore . Not important at anyone or anybody . All i get was the loneliness . The darkness came and scare me . I guess ppl just used me for no reason . Cause i've always felt that i have no true friends to lean on . Nobody proves me that they can be part of me . But no one did . Im sorry . I've always get hurt by others and always felt all the pain while others jolly have they time .


Huda):

Its Him Again !

Wee Kit Wee Kit  ! i was damn bored yesterday when my brother's friends came my house ..They watching my favourite show sey " Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak " . they watching half of it .. and all i do waiting for they to brambos from my house . Alamak spoiler lahh dorang . Hehehe but i was ' ShockSendiri ' at my room . all i do i msg some of friends but some nvr reply only one replied back . I went " OMG ! HE REPLIED ? ALAMAK AKU LUCKY LAHH ! ATLAST ! WOOHOOO ! " .. and my sis went "WhatTheHell" .. Yeah , HE finally msg me ! i was happy .. cant believe it . well , we msg from 9 pm to 12 pm .. and he said he havent go home yet bcoz he go raye . so late lah dey ! and also you sick somemore .. haiya ! well , i told him to eat medicine but all he says he lazy . So i cannot force him lohh . Of course so late why would i not go to sleep rite ? so i told him anything msg me if he's bored coz i also get easily bored .. and he replys me and call me " SweetHeart" .. OMG  *meltingmeltingmelting*   Hmm , Such a sweet guy .. But i cant gurantee now . Must get to know him more first .

To my Dear H ,

Get well soon aites ? Hoped we can keep continuing our friendship . Haha i know we are not some kind of Joker to entertain each other , But the way you entertain me makes me smile widely :) i know you tired of going home late .. But sleep well aye .. Eat medicine okaes ! :)

It has been awhile since you've changed ..

This is to Hanis Jamaludin ..

Hey Hanis :) whatsup ? hmm , guess you're kinda busy but i have something to say . Im telling this bcoz i don wanna talk behind about you . You're a good friend of mine , But somethings bout you i have to let out . Its good thing that you're back with mahirah and others just because of one small misunderstanding . But between me and you , I cant even understand much . Jyeah you tagged me a photo of us and say that we shared our sadness and laughters .. You think is that soo , i just dont think its that .Remember when me , syaziani and you walking up the stairs , you push me aside and walk with syaziani and talk with her. You push me as if im okae with it . But im not . You push me like you dont want me anymore .. i always dont have that feeling of being hatred at you and im always care and concern in your ways.But what happen ?Its like your just using me . You dont have a friend you search me , and i have said to you that whenever you're alone just go with me . But when you have your friends , you put me aside . What is this ? I seriuosly doesnt want to fight with you but you always make me hurts while you didnt realise it . When me or syaziani is in wrong , yeah you corrected us and we try to change it back . But when your in wrong , we said the fact and all you do is whined up as if your not wrong . When we say is really true , you like to say you never do anything . Please lah Hanis , everyone has its own ' kekurangan ' .. i just dont understand .. And one thing , when i expressed all my sad problems to you , i was very serious . im not even joking around . But why when i try to share my problems and express all my feelings to you ,you went laughing . What so funny anyway ? i was serious and you laugh ? but when its your turn who is facing the bad problem , now you told us that you're serious .. its not fair hanis . Not Fair enough , I understand you all this while , and you just made me go blasting . If we understand you , Why cant you understand us ? .. Im sorry i said this .. And if you're reading it now , i hoped i get my old Hanis back . The Nur Hanis Binte Jamaludin back . 

Love , 

Nurulhuda 

Rumours World & Si Gangster Kaloi

" Nope , not going any further more " . He told me everything what he felt towards me . Read it for 3 times makes me smile like in Heaven . He told me he treat me only as a friend .. Its true ! all this while i've been feeling that sense .. its all the fact . Yeah , from the start i've never treat him more then friends .. Not more . But his friends keep asking " hows the two of you ? " .. WTH ? . That makes me rounding in my mind . But my true feelings are always right .Told you Earthlings out there , i can judge guys . How can i be with him when he's still attached ? Yeah , he's only my friend . Its fair , he treat me a friend , so do i treat him the same . Why must ppl think that i have the intention to treat him more ? . Btw , i told his girlfriend alrite . I told the truth . I rather told the truth than keep it a secret . I cried saying all that doings of mine to her . I told everything to her . And she said , " its okay i understand huda , i understand you .. I don mind you posting all that to your blog . Cause your just expressing what you feel . Dont worry .. :) " she told me that way . I gave a shocked look at her .. Seriously ?! .. Even she told me to put his picture back if only i loved her as my kakak . She's my kakak since sec1 and i just cant live without her :) .. and i dont know what to do ! He told me to delete his picture away , while she told me to put his picture back . I dont know . Weird =.=

Went to Guilin with these cute couples .. What a great view :) & also took some pictures ..

HEHEHE :)

Cute couples

Myself & ierah

Passing the fish to ierah

Hiassshh .. No life tkde kerje . Nk tangkap ikan kaloi pulak -.-

Rahehee , i like the view at Guilin , relaxes my mind and soul . Cant believe until i want to go again . But someday with who ? O.O
Si No Life tk habes2 nyanyi lagu die " Si Ikan Kaloi " . Aku tk phm Lipas . ' Gangster Kaloi ' okae jugak ngan kao .  Muahahaha :DD