It has been awhile since you've changed ..

This is to Hanis Jamaludin ..

Hey Hanis :) whatsup ? hmm , guess you're kinda busy but i have something to say . Im telling this bcoz i don wanna talk behind about you . You're a good friend of mine , But somethings bout you i have to let out . Its good thing that you're back with mahirah and others just because of one small misunderstanding . But between me and you , I cant even understand much . Jyeah you tagged me a photo of us and say that we shared our sadness and laughters .. You think is that soo , i just dont think its that .Remember when me , syaziani and you walking up the stairs , you push me aside and walk with syaziani and talk with her. You push me as if im okae with it . But im not . You push me like you dont want me anymore .. i always dont have that feeling of being hatred at you and im always care and concern in your ways.But what happen ?Its like your just using me . You dont have a friend you search me , and i have said to you that whenever you're alone just go with me . But when you have your friends , you put me aside . What is this ? I seriuosly doesnt want to fight with you but you always make me hurts while you didnt realise it . When me or syaziani is in wrong , yeah you corrected us and we try to change it back . But when your in wrong , we said the fact and all you do is whined up as if your not wrong . When we say is really true , you like to say you never do anything . Please lah Hanis , everyone has its own ' kekurangan ' .. i just dont understand .. And one thing , when i expressed all my sad problems to you , i was very serious . im not even joking around . But why when i try to share my problems and express all my feelings to you ,you went laughing . What so funny anyway ? i was serious and you laugh ? but when its your turn who is facing the bad problem , now you told us that you're serious .. its not fair hanis . Not Fair enough , I understand you all this while , and you just made me go blasting . If we understand you , Why cant you understand us ? .. Im sorry i said this .. And if you're reading it now , i hoped i get my old Hanis back . The Nur Hanis Binte Jamaludin back . 

Love , 

Nurulhuda