You're the Cause of my Confusion

Hmm , he's making me confuse . Questions are rounding in my head ; Should i ? Would i ? Must i ? ... hmm , im Stuck . Stuck in a forest with 2 path ways . But which one to go ? Go the new route .. or the old one ? The new one doesnt mean its better the the old one , but sometimes old ones can be better than the new one . Could it be that bad ? ... Stuck ! Dear god , pls give me a signal which one to pick ..  i dont wanna live with 2 different happiness . Im confused rite now . Confused ! i know its not worth thinking abt boys too late , but its part of our life .. and love makes our life complete even though life wouldnt be too perfect . Im stuck and confuse in a Love Triangle . Yeah , im in love with a new love but i can feel that special feeling between the old love . hmm , eventhough i cant take that feeling to emotional . Bcoz he has his own girl . But yknow what ? His girl doesnt make him happy as what he wants . Why doesnt he realised ? yeah bcoz he wants to lastlong .. My bestfriends boyfriend keep asking me if he were to like me back , if he would patch wit me , would i accept .. All i can say  " I DONT KNOW " ... i dont know ! i dont know !well alot of questions are running in my head ...

~ If i he were to like me back , what should i do ?

~ If he wants to patch wit me back , should i accept ?

~ If he were the really to ask me patch , would everyone agrees ?

~ If he were the one i've been looking for , would he treat me well more than his ex ?

~ If i were to go wit him , will i be his one & only girlfriend in his life ?

~ If he is the one for me , would he leave me again someday ?

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Well ....... i can only answer ; "I DONT KNOW"

I starting to cry inside .. Cause these questions reminds me of our past times , romantic times , love times , bad times .... Its killing me deeply . Well everytime i get close wit you , i can feel that special feeling within us ,          but i cant conferm i can take it and treasure it all my life .. it depends on you . You nvr loved me , and you left me alone ... How could i not forget that ? .. Pls just tell what to do . I cant take it anymore .. You had your girl .. But its like your trying to prove me that you still love me .. Is it true ? pls , i can only say one thing .. You take the Love or you leave it .. If you want .. PROVE . Prove me you still love me & you wan me .. But if you dont , then TREAT ME ONLY AS A FRIEND . Treat me only your friend , not more ..But pls , dont make my life full of confusion , your the cause of my confusion ... and that confusion its hard to judge ..

Im sorry but you either TAKE IT or LEAVE IT ..