What is on your thoughts ; will it be on my heart ?

Its hard to judge my feelings
when i nvr do anything ..
Your keeping something from me behind
Until you came into my mind .
I dont know what to do anymore .
Cause im feeling the dry pain'ing .
Just jolly well treat me differently ..
That something is making me wait'ing
Please give answers so i can be in peace
So that your heart will rest with ease
Are you prepared to what you have to say
Please dont make me do this until i have to go away
Cant stand that feeling you gave me to hint
i can only say " i dont know what is it "
Tell me the truth to what you are feeling now
So that i dont have to ask everyone "how?"
What is the feeling you wanted me to feel
i dont know what is it but its real
Is it the way you wanted it to be
or is it me who just imagining in my dreams
Dont ask me to get closer to you
only once if you say " i love you "
then i'll believe that my thought is true
that my mind is always missing you :)
Prove me if you wanted me
Prove me in a thousand times
once you make my heart feel it
then i can treasure you forever just once
Staring at the window with my headphone on
Playing my favourite music videos of all time
Looking back the times that rewind
i just hope it wont be the last time
Again its me who thinks its you
And they will ask , " Hows the two of you ? "
" i dont really get what you're saying "
"We are just friends , dont you get it ? "
I have the sense of you keep staring at me
Are you thinking something missing .. that relates to me
If only you came to me and ask me something ;
"Will you always be there for me ?"
Dont ever say i dont want you in my life
My heart is stuck by the feeling of mine
Tell me something that i wanna hear
Then i can tell you what are my answers
If you were really to like me ,
Tell me in a calming tone ..
Dont make my heart burst
that will make things worst ..
If you were to ask me for patch ,
i dont know what to do
" prove me something to what you're saying ,
anything that will make my heart feel YOU "
If i were to accept you ,
will you gain our love ..
Keep things in mind..
I dont wanna rewind
If i ever accept you in my heart ,
will my door ever closes ?
Make something impossible
Before it turns August ..
If one day , you wanna leave me ..
dont go away before you hug me
Please dont say goodbye
Cause i dont wanna leave you alrite..
Back to realiti, what do you want ,
Give me a hint that you cant..
Your actions are making me confuse
And i dont wanna Abuse you ..