Enchanted

" Im wonderstruck , Blushing all the way home " - Taylor swift ; Enchanted .

Hmm , today what to do aye ?? Clean n Throw my sec3 books ? Do my revision ? Go out ? .. nothing to do . I only wish i have my Chicken Soup Relationships book back from Suhaida . I wanna read it ! ..Feeling the same thing all over and over agin . Miss him . Haiiishh , bile mahu game niyyy ? ... I really miss the time he sent me to the busstop at Hillgrove and all i do is blushh all the way home . Haha ! dlm bus pon seyy . Isssh , miss those times i blush really hard . Haha ! okae stop -.- . Seriously i miss you lahhh . I have somethign to say btw ;

" Please , dont be in Love with someone else . Please , dont have somebody waiting on you "


I Love my Boyfriend because ;

You're the first thing i think of , 
Each morning when i rise .
You're the last thing i think of,
Each night when i close my eyes .
You're in each thought i have 
and every breath i take.
With every move i make ,
i want to prove you I Love You .
But thats the hardest part
So im giving all i have to give to you ,
I give you my Heart ..

Kenangan Indah buat Anda ; IerahTinee .

 

Remember him ? OF COURSE U DO ! haha ! sorry babe , bukan sengaje nk buat kau sedih , but remember this time ? We cabot skolah dohh ! haha . I found this photo when im browsing my current property files  inside " Ierah ft Midon " files . For you Ierah .Dont be sad okaes ? Take it as a sweet memories of you and him . Cheer up , remember what i told you before , When you need a shoulder to cry on , i'll always lend you one . If you need a hug , just ask , I'll give one for you . Dont let your feelings kept inside forever , It'll crush your happiness inside . Just remeber , you still have your Girlfriends . Whatever it is , we're on your side . If you need help , we are here to help . Dont ever let those Bitches get in your way of getting happiness . Show and prove to them you're worth anything without him beside you . They are just a road blocking your route . actually i have something about boys to tell you . But not here . Anything just picit yaw .

Honesty is what i cant hide from .

[<3] There goes me , forcing laughters , faking smiles .

Its not been the same since youve gone . Used to love those days . Every morning wake up with a new message from you . Awww , i smile like crazy . But now , wake up not even a smile i can afford . Yknow , when you're gone for a while , i noe did something that im not suppose too . I admit , im a jerk . I chat with other boys , i exchange numbers wit them . I really did that . But yknow , you're the only one who i can give my heart too but nobody else does . i chat and exchange numbers with boys coz they really cheer me up when im sad or not in a good mood . They are the ones who i can express my feelings and they can understand what im feeling when you're gone . Coz some of my friends wont just understand my situation . It really is painful to wait for you . I did this not becoz i wanna replace you , but replace my feelings to right mood . And that right mood is to be happy as always. And thats becoz you're just too irreplacable for me and for that i love you damn much . Im sooo sorry , i am a jerk . I may text with other boys , but the one who i belong is you , not them . Once agin , im sorry . i said this cause i dont want to hide things from you and i wanna be honest with you .If i didnt told you this , i wouldnt know how would you feel , seeing me hid things from you . All is want is to cheer myself up . I cant bear hiding secrets . Thats why im posting it now , im being honest to you and to myself . Im sorry & I love you .

 Yknow what , I was Enchanted to meet you <3

Just a dream

I love this duet ! Better than the original song by Nelly . Haha ! too bad Nelly , you Lose .. They won ! Nenenipupu >:P But still your song  is the best nelly :) .

Today , nothing to do mummy ajak us watch Jangan Pandang Belakang , ahahaha ! mummy and hidayah makingfun of that show . Ahahaha ! i like , now then i don feel scared to watch that again bcoz some hidden parts of the show is damn funny ! ahaha nxt time watch again hor ^^

Bersamamu akan ku Jalani Hidup.

Sorry imma in not a good mood now to post . But post some of my images from Tumblr really cheer up me abit :')

Nice aye ? Fuyoooooooo , my All Time Fav Fruity ; Kiwi !!!

Fuuuuuh Lermaaaaaak ! Takbole Angkat lahh siaaaaal !

Isssshh , Soodaap niy !

Sedaaaaaaaap Gilaaaaaaa Ehhhhhk !

Okaaaaae udaaaaah cukop ! Alaaaaaamak , tengok niy dh mengidam pulaaaaak doooh . Haha takpe . Toooo sweet but delicious !

Pizza ! :'(

Hmmmm , pizza . Awwww , looking at this photo reminds me of the time that me , Fiq , Efah , Suhaida , Ierah , Adan and more more go eat pizza at the void deck :'( Such a memory . Cant help thinking of him laaaaaaaaa .

Dear Shafiq ,

Plss , waiting for you kills me badly ! i cant take it ! i told my friend this " Biar aku merane skrng , sbb bile Fiq klua nnti .. aku tentu okae nye . Tkpe , demi die , aku sanggop tnggu walao aku merane seberatnye bcoz wht Fiq rase skrng , is double the times to what im feeling . so i cant tink diri aku sendiri jek , i must also tink his feelings too :) " . Yeah , im gonna endure to wait for you . Even if i have to give fake smiles everyday , im gonna endure . I know its gonna be a very looooooong time to do tis , does it over and over again , but for you , Im willing to wait . Dont noe how long this is gonna end . Let me shed tears while waiting for you cause this pain seriously kills me and i do really miss ya alotz . Im sorry i regret of not spending the whole day with ya the day before you go in court . im sooo sorry dear :'( if not i would really spend the whole day with ya and face the consequences from my mum . Im sorry ! I think of myself too much than you .

Im very Sorry Dear :'(

I think of myself too much but not him . I really love you . But end up i cared only for myself . This time , i wont ever let anyone get in my way to meet him or go home late . Wont ever happen again . and if i ever want to go home late , i have to meet him early rite ? sooooo , i have change my plans ! teheeeeeeee~

Bersamamu akan ku Jalani Hidup.

Being with you is the only thing i can move on with my Life . Without you , im only just an ordinary girl who loves to emo at the corner of the room and hearing songs and cry . I dont ever want to do that again for my whole life !

 " I feel like i wanna go a beach and shout your name out loud "

Hawri Powter

Yoyoyo ! Just had a great date with IerahTinee . Haaha ! very shiok ! we watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows . very funny sia ... Huhuhu . But also very sad . I cried when Harry's friends the Elf , Dolby , got strike by a knife . Alaaaaaaamak ! very sad til i cry . Actually ierah wanna watch Rapunzel , but 25 november seyyy , .. But nevermind .

Hyperactive = Clumsy ??

Why am i getting clumsier and even clumsier when im in a hyperactive mood ?? Can anyone tell me whyyyy ? 

 Clumsy Actions ?

~Even when im ready to get out of my house i usually spray my Mulan's perfume correctly , but then i keep grabbing my Lucidoll hairspray and spray at my body .-.-

~Keep eating nonstop during the night even if im not hungry .

~alwaes take the wrong things at the right time . N take the right things at the wrong time .

.. Still have more . But i forget . Seee ! everything i forget alaaaaaammmmak otak ! Bole function betol`betol tak ? Benci tao . You sayang me , you function betol`betol . Haiiiya !

Dear , i keep having nightmares of us . Why ehk ? is there something wrong with us ?

" Sometimes we are meant to be in Love , but not meant to be together . Sometimes its the other way round . " ... Just hope what i dreamt bad about us wont come true .

Yesterday . Very damn Funny ehk Efah ! Take picture , dont noe got something very special to laugh out loud ! haha ! i don wanna tell her lahh , later she very embarressed . haha ! cannot forget aye efah ! the picture still with me hor ....

Girls Aloud & 8 images

Girls Aloud!

 Ka Ba Booooooooooooooom !

Know them ? Omg they are soooo GORGEOUS ! . They are The Saturdays . Meet them , I love them :D Especially the one wearing pink socks . Sooo cute and short ! I love their songs , i love their Bitches :)



" So when I speak listen , This is my decision . And you keep on messing up the words (oh oh) .
So when I speak listen cause you keep on pushing like I need permission to be heard.
Im gonna lift to lift it higher, Im gonna lift to lift it higher.
So when I speak listen this is my decision . And you keep on messing up the words. "




                 My feelings in 8 images
Heyhoooooooooo ... thats what im gonna do . expressing my feelings in just 5 images . Gorgeous aye ??

These are what im feeling ;

 

~ Sleepless !

I cant .. why ayeee ? Maybe im missing him . Hehe . Awww , i always ended up sleeping at 4 to 5+ am in the morning . Pffft , mind as well dont sleep wait until morning at 6 rite ? But while got some sleep at that time , I keep dreaming of Him . Of course dreaming of him soooo sweet . After i dream ended up waking with a wide smile . Haha aku shiok sendiri dngan mimpi aku ! Well of course , whos not blushing dreaming of with him with sweet moments ??! seriously i miss him soo much !

~ I Miss You !

I miss you i miss you i miss you ! Pls come back fast and quick or should i say , Visit you there ?! Tehee ! cant wait to visit him lahh , if i can get through that security .. Hmm , seriously darling , im gonna visit yaahh ! Here i come Queenstown Remand Prison ! Wooohooo ...

~ Piss Off Girl !

" I noe you're related to HIM , but please HES MINE . Reliazed That . I dont noe , maybe your one of his EX . and i get that . Everytime theres a post about Him , i dont mind you liking it . So what , you noe him before i noes . But really , everytime i saw you 0n9 , You piss me off . I dont noe what ur up to , But im putting my eyes on you . I not gonna do anything to ya , do whatever you wan , i dont give a damn . You may look you're prettier than me , seeing your tagged pics he's hugging you .. omg damn pissed off ! Whats past is past alrite , i dont wanna find fights and wars , but to preventing that , dont ever let me find out somethings went wrong between you n him . "

~ I Love You !

Teehee , of course i Love Ya ! Everyday , thinking of you boy , makes me blushes out of nowhere . Tahaha !

~ Hug Pls ?

I miss hugging ya ! , When you came back .. i wont hesitate .. just ran to you , and hug . Dont matter where , cause its a looooong time we never see each other .

~ Tired of loneliness !

Yeah , im tired of being alone . I want you back !

 
~ Close my eyes , all i can see is You .

Yeah , everytime i close my eyes , he's there . I thought it was really a reality  , but i came to a wake up . Just a dream . Well , if only he's here with me , i wouldnt have to wake up with my eyes filled with tears . Sometimes i close my eyes , i dreamt that we walk across each other , but we never knew each other but there was Love between us . Strange aye , but scary .. Cause loving some really deep but dreamt you never met him , is seriously the saddest things i ever dream . Cause it means that we are meant to be in Love , but not meant to be together . I hope we are not that kind . I hope we are not stuck . And i hope we are going on further smoothly .

~  My Cravings of You

I miss those times lahhh , the times i sleep with you , you rubs my cheeks when i lean on you , you give me No-Reason Kisses and hugs , when i test you if you knows hold to hold hands , you sing me songs like Fifteen cause its my first time kisses , I told you to wait one month bcoz ................ , you told me not to leave you even if you're gone for a long time , you treat me like a princess , you told me you want to propose me , we challenge playing games , you disturb me until im mad , you made my day brighten when im sad , you always wanted me by your side , you want to meet me cause you miss me , you love biting my tongue ... and soooo much ..

 And thats what im feeling missed missed missed . Dont noe how long is this gonna end .

Here i come ! :D

Yippie Yippie Yippie ! tahahah . Im Hyperactive today yo ! Muahahahaha ! *okaes , im over reacting :P* hehe . Yknow why im active ? cause .... Kakak Syiqy gave all of her support . Shes the best kakak ever lahh ! Yesterday night we chat and talk about our life now . i told her about my Boyfriend and she really build up my strength . she told me that "if i ever miss him now , its okay cause i go out and relax but he cant , and he's scared i will go out and find another bf while im free . He's even more worried than i am . He's in there cannot come out , me ? just wait okaes , find info on this prison from his families or friends . Although its a very long wait for me , but he will have the loooongest wait thinking like he's been there for like 2 years . You have freedom , while he doesnt . sooo .. Just wait okaes , its really sadding to hear about him , but never know , you can make a change to my own life ." . What she says really touches my heart . All this while , i've been busy thinking about my feelings of my own self , how about him ? i never ever cared what he feels now . OMG , i've been really a bad girlfriend for him . i cared about my own self . He suffers more than me , he's even more worried about me .. and all i did i never even cared ? ... i cared for my own self ?? I really have to change . sometimes , ppl like my my bf who is inside , suffers more than me . So , why should i care for my own self ? i should concern about his feelings .
 To be continued .. tehheee

You&Me♥

The whole day got that feeling of missing him . Aww , today is suppose to be a special day .But he's not here yet . Such a sad thing he's not here with me :( but its okay .. Still i can just left a message fer him 'til he comes back . Alaaaaa , lagy brape hari lagy seyy , cpat lahh ... i miss him soo much :( i wan meet him fast !!

Dear Shafiq ,

Its 13 november . Still remember ?? teehee , suppose to be a special day seyy . Happy 1month Anniversary :) Hope we can go through things together further more . Thankyou for all the things you did fer me . I thankyou aloot ! Im sorry if i ever talk or did nonsense things to you .. i seriously love the way we spend times together :) i just love the sweet memories we had together . Love the teasings , huggings and the kisses you gave me . Soo sweet of you ♥ .Dear , you gave me sweet fantasies :D If we ever stay strong , we can go even more futher than this . Waiting for you , kills me badly . But for you , i'll wait . Well , im soo sorry i cant be perfect . Be the perfect one to show my love . Yknow , it takes time :) Give me time to show my love . Sometimes , i felt like im not too beautiful or pretty to you , Sometimes my heart says " You can find a better girl than me " .. But i cant give up . I'll try my best to be a perfect girl that you'll ever love . Without you here , im alone and empty . I shed my tears when you had to go for awhile . If only you werent in , we would already spent these weeks together . Hmm , hope we can meet up soon dear . Im missing ya like HELL . and lastly , one last favour favour ; Pls dont ever leave me alone again ); i dont ever want to be alone again . Every morning , no msgs . When i have ALOT of free time , no calls and meeting ups . How painful could that be . Just hope you can be discharge from that place faster . Once again , Happy 1month anniversary :) oh and btw , meet me up soon , cause i have to give you something . See ya real soon :)

And one more thing . ILoveYouSoooDamnMuch :)

Our Love ♥

" Biar Cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi .

Dan dunia menjadi saksinya .

Untuk ape , kita membuang`buang waktu ..

dengan kata`kata Perpisahan .

Demi cinta kita , aku akan menjaga .

Cinta kita yang telah kita bina .

Walau hari , terus berganti hari lagi ..

cinta kita abadi selamanya "

Jalan kita masih panjang ..

Ku ingin kau selalu , disini .

Our route is still a long journey to go .

Oh my . CM'ON ... is soo desperate of shopping ! I need money money money ! pffft . Alaaaaa , must wait mummy to hav money then can go shop spree . Must bring her along ^^ or else i cannot buy what i want .. later mummy pick for me like " ewwwwwww , not my type ! " . Cant wait cant wait cant wait ! Mummy later go Bugis hor ^^ use your money ferst okaes ? when i hav work already then i can pay you back . Teehee . Love you lahh mummy :D If cannot , i use my savings ferst okaes . Either i go jalan`jalan cari baju wit Efah or Ierah .. then can ask for their opinion . Ishh , pls help me ! where can i get money quicky aye ? working ? nope , im tired of working and dont mention it , i hate that manager of mine . Ergggh ! i dont wanna work this holiday . "Kene pandai`pandai cari duit ehkk " (*sighs) . I need suggestions ! Mummy ask told me that i can work at Giant as a cashier . Cashier ?! No no no ! i became cashier at Macdonalds already like " WTF how am i gonna use this . I not an expert of pressing things fast ?!! " . Can i ? if i work , i wanna work every single day coz its just near my house and no one can ever see me wearing Giant shirt and im also scared i dump into my friends in CCK . Shamed :S . Good things about working at Giant - Higher pay , can take free things :P , get money  and i dont need to ask money from mummy anymore . Bad things - dump into my friends , dont noe how to use that screeny thingy fast , would there be teenagers like me ?and and ...erhhhhh ...... hmmmm , i dunnoe noe . Well , i seriously need to work hard nxt year . Such a crucial year for me and my friends . Me n Efah are now starting to study . But study while shoppin' . Teehee . I need to get back my Good Progress award again like i used to . Now my results are down . I want it back ! If i cant make it , atleast i tried by very best and get good results . If i cant do it for myself , I'll do it for my mum . and if not my mum , atleast for the family . I wanna get in Poly ! (not looking down at ITE aye) ... i wanna be the old me again - The smartest n high potential in class :( well in that case , nxt year , i'll have to booked a table for me .. and my father (ALTHOUGH HE'S GONE ). Teehee . i used to sit alone in class so that i can concentrate really well and be in the positions i want . When i sit alone , i can feel that my father is there to accompany me study . He's the only man that gives me strength and the potential to do well . Cause he used to teach me when im little . Hmm , " Daddy , i miss those times :( , you teach me ngaji , basic subjects , how to draw until its perfect , Even you always draw me a portrait of Barney .. Teehee soo cute of you lahh daddy . You teach me draw until im talented in it , and inspires ppl with my drawings . Thankyou daddy , But now i sense you're not with me anymore . Cmon dad , give me hope and strength . i really need you nxt year , and rite now . Cause you're the only one that makes me smilin' wide . Is it that im too big already to be accompanied by you ? Dad , no matter how old am i , i really need you by myside . you seeing me going through thick and thins , seeing me in sucess and pass with flying colours . You made my life change . You made me sucess . And most importantly , You made my life as happy as no one can be . if only you were still alive , even now my bf is gone for awhile , you gave me support and the strength to hold on to my tears and carry on . I just cant believe you're gone dad . I cant believe even a single hope . If only you're here , you would hug me and told me to believe in whats happening in the past . We can regret the past , but have faith for the future . whats happening to our future , we cant assure and guranteed . Sometimes its just a dream . A dream for me . when i was little , you were lying on my grandma's lap and you were hard to breathe . I was just standing beside a wall thinking whats happening . If only you died when im older , I would cry , scream to the top of my voice and ask help from God . i cant accept of losing you dad . I just cant for once . Why must you go ?! WHY ?!! . You were the only man and a dad to help me accompany my life to success . Please dad , stay by myside . I cant go on alone without you ))))); You're the only one who can guide me through tough situations . Dad , you're my one&only dad i can count on . But since you're gone , i'll just have to accept whats happening in the past . I cant go on like this forever . i just asking one favour from you dad , Stay right with me ." 

Dear Fiq Ksiao ,

Dear since you gone for a while , i dont noe if i can hold on . Its killing me badly . If one day you came out , will you hold on to me ? will you come back to me ? will you stay with me ? .. these questions keep rounding in my head . Im scared . and ... if you changed ? i've lost you for a long time . And i've lost myself . Im saying this cause i dont ever wanna lose my love ones again . You told me yourself that you dont want me to leave . And thats what im making your wish come true . But if you're the one who left me ? .. You noe , i love you soo sooooooo much . But will you love me with your whole heart ? . Your a great guy , one of a kind , who loves to loyal with girls .. .. you may say " i love you " to me , but can i know something .. until when you will love me ? how long ? Hmmm , each day , i get worried and worried of you . I cared you because i love you . If you really wanna know whats my answer to my own question , well " I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS & ETERNITY " , thats my answer . So how about you dear ? will you treasure me with all your heart ? .. Hope i can get your answer as fast as you can . Cause i'll be waiting for your msgs and calls . And a signal that you have come back . Bye dear , see ya soon . Missssss ya lotz and takecares :) Goodnight .

Cinta Kita

Awww , such a sweet song . Seriously it touches my heart :'(  .Even they couples are damn sweet . When i hear this song repeatly , my heart feels like its empty and makes me wanna cry out . Hmmm .

A Dream .

I though he came back for me , when i realize it was only just a dream

Over&Over again

Hey peeps :D Just finished batheing . wow freshy ! WhoaPiang eh .. yesterday night bathe at 11+ very the FRESH . until dont wanna go to sleep . Hear songs play it over and over again . This time , i dreamt ALOT ! yeah , inside of course have my bf . Awww , i seriuosly miss him sooo much :( . I keep dreamin' like chapters . But before i go to sleep , my mind remembered me the times me and bf spend .. Alot of memories recapped in my mind .  Awww , such sweet memories (; But i kept checking my phone , i dont know why . Maybe im missin' him TOOO MUCH 'til i forgot he's gone for awhile and keep checking my phone as if he is still there to msg me and call . Errghh , how long am i going to go through this loneliness ? (*sighs) Wait Huda , there's still how many days to go .. Just wait , he will come back .. ( hopes he comes  back earlier ) . 

Everything

Hey ! like usual , wake up with that feeling of missing someone really badly .

 Hmm , i found this song by Lifehouse ; Everything . Kinda a slow song but the lyrics are soo true . I really love the lyrics .

 Everything by Lifehouse ;

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel You, I need to hear You
You are the light that's leading me
To the place where I find peace again

You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose, You're everything

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and You give me rest
You hold me in Your hands, You won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and You take my breath away
Would You take me in, take me deeper now

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

'Cause You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything

You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything

And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

Overlapped

Yo yo YOU ! ~ Blueek :P

Got nothing to post actually but just in case *winks* . Teehee . Later at 1 pm meeting Ierah at CCK MRT platfrom to accompany her go school to send something . Well , i just cant stay at home for days doing nothing rite ? i must explore the world like Dora the Explorer . Tsskk , that show is sooooo damn boring . i can go mad watching the child show .. although its cute . haha . tonight im posting again .. . After meet ierah , we also dont know where to go . But i gotta sense that im meeting up the BOS for Life . JYEAH ! i totaly miss them soo much :D haha gotta go bathe now :D teehee . Byebye . See ya laterz *winks* .

Now kinda sad .. :( 
10 more days to our 1st Anniversay but 14 more days to his discharge . Omg , why must all overlap my precious day of all my life ? why must it happen now .. he's not here to make me happy . Once again , for Love's sake , i gotta wait for him no matter how long it takes ..

Dont Know Anything

Hello :)
- Another Day without his sense / touch ..

Quite an average day . Although his not there to enteratin me , but my friends are . Answers alot of SocialInterviews questions . Makes me laugh hardly . Ahaha .
Well , one of the social interview ask me " who is Hotter - me or IerahTinee ? " .. I dunnoe what to say .. I just answer " Siape ehk , Ierah Lahh " .. Well yeah Ierah is prettier and gorgeous . soo i let her win . But she denied . Hmm suits her . Then go Alfiyan and Salihin came into our conversation . They old me im SELFISH ? WOAHHOO .. im not Selfish . I just have no time to chat . Sooo Sorry guys ..
Later , Salihin told me that we have never met for a long time . soo i said , " yelah aku rindu korang .. abeh korang tk ajak aku turon . " haha , i seriously miss them SOO MUCH like since i've been working at Macdonald Fajar for months . Eventhough i still remember theres one time when both of these boys ask me to join they group "BOS for Life" AHAHAHA ! Arent they cute ?!
So next time , if they ask me to go lepak , i need to go .. Or else im in big trouble . Lagipon , hmmmmm .. my ex-admirer is also in that group . Shit , but kinda miss him too :) Miss the old times we used to be together .. Teehee . Its okay , atleast now we are friends .. rite .
My blog is edited . Credits to Efah . She redo my blog but i went adding the colours . I dont ever like plain blogskins . ERHHH like no colour = no life much ? pffft .. But seriously I LOVE EFAH ! i owe her a big thankyou! ThankYou Efahh :D .. next time Huda , dont ever try stupid blogskins alrite .. Messy up !

My Life is soooo full of Boredom ;
~ "Shafiq , IMISSYOUSOOMUCH :("
~ Never go out cause of no moody
~ Bro play this comp for hours
~ no one to talk on the phone with
~ not even one messages except for Ierah .
~ I drew S on my eating plate
~ I missed those time me n him spends every week

I need you back rite now );

30 ways to make a girl smile

Teehee , i found this on my cousin's album . This is soooo true ! Guys out there who doesnt know how to make a girl smile , READ THIS .

fucked up life

 Ellow :D haha ..
Well , kinda sad that my Bestfriend are going outing today at Sentosa . They suggest me to go but is okay . I dont need to go far far away just to chill myself . Its first October and some are having fun , with they smiles on their faces other than me . . Got NOTHING to do at home . All i did turn on and off the computer . Checking out Taylor swifts new songs .. like blueeek :P . Seriously im bored ! If only here's here , he would online now and on the phone with me now . Pffft , my pathetis life is sooo fucked up . Yesterday got soo damn mad . After wake up from bed at 5pm , my bro handled the computer to me and soo i used it . Changing my blogskins makes me go Headache . And when after i used the comp , i found out that my money that i save in my little sister's piggy bank , GONE ! when i search , i found my money in my sisters wallet =.= . Shes soo going to be in trouble ! Sialan punye pompuan . Amek duet orng jek .. Ishhhh ! Of course , Bad Luck of the Week .

Dear , How long is this going to end ? :( No messages , no calls , no meeting ups .. hmmmm.Guess i'll be alone for a while again and again . Sometimes i can sense that you're worried , missed , loved .. C'mon my life is sooo empty without you . Hope you're doing okay there . Takecares , Whatever it is , i'll be waiting for your signal . Byebye .