Yippie Yippie Yippie ! tahahah . Im Hyperactive today yo ! Muahahahaha ! *okaes , im over reacting :P* hehe . Yknow why im active ? cause .... Kakak Syiqy gave all of her support . Shes the best kakak ever lahh ! Yesterday night we chat and talk about our life now . i told her about my Boyfriend and she really build up my strength . she told me that "if i ever miss him now , its okay cause i go out and relax but he cant , and he's scared i will go out and find another bf while im free . He's even more worried than i am . He's in there cannot come out , me ? just wait okaes , find info on this prison from his families or friends . Although its a very long wait for me , but he will have the loooongest wait thinking like he's been there for like 2 years . You have freedom , while he doesnt . sooo .. Just wait okaes , its really sadding to hear about him , but never know , you can make a change to my own life ." . What she says really touches my heart . All this while , i've been busy thinking about my feelings of my own self , how about him ? i never ever cared what he feels now . OMG , i've been really a bad girlfriend for him . i cared about my own self . He suffers more than me , he's even more worried about me .. and all i did i never even cared ? ... i cared for my own self ?? I really have to change . sometimes , ppl like my my bf who is inside , suffers more than me . So , why should i care for my own self ? i should concern about his feelings .
To be continued .. tehheee
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