Honesty is what i cant hide from .

[<3] There goes me , forcing laughters , faking smiles .

Its not been the same since youve gone . Used to love those days . Every morning wake up with a new message from you . Awww , i smile like crazy . But now , wake up not even a smile i can afford . Yknow , when you're gone for a while , i noe did something that im not suppose too . I admit , im a jerk . I chat with other boys , i exchange numbers wit them . I really did that . But yknow , you're the only one who i can give my heart too but nobody else does . i chat and exchange numbers with boys coz they really cheer me up when im sad or not in a good mood . They are the ones who i can express my feelings and they can understand what im feeling when you're gone . Coz some of my friends wont just understand my situation . It really is painful to wait for you . I did this not becoz i wanna replace you , but replace my feelings to right mood . And that right mood is to be happy as always. And thats becoz you're just too irreplacable for me and for that i love you damn much . Im sooo sorry , i am a jerk . I may text with other boys , but the one who i belong is you , not them . Once agin , im sorry . i said this cause i dont want to hide things from you and i wanna be honest with you .If i didnt told you this , i wouldnt know how would you feel , seeing me hid things from you . All is want is to cheer myself up . I cant bear hiding secrets . Thats why im posting it now , im being honest to you and to myself . Im sorry & I love you .

 Yknow what , I was Enchanted to meet you <3