Because of YOU

This used to be one of my favourites song cause its damn meaning .
Im force to fake smiles , laughters and life . With my girlfreidns around , i have to cause i noe im strong to let everything hold on to where it belongs . But holding on to something or someone who would never do the same .. Its worthless my time and life . And its worthless my love to someone when that person goes with other person .. Its true , because of you ..  I just dont noe how to let anyone else in my heart . I dont noe . U were there when we're still functioning .. U are always there when i told u i tattooed u there . U we're always there when i needed u most ..
But time change and people change .. Promises are meant to be broken . Words are never meant to be said and kept . Feelings are to fade or stay more stronger . But whatever the world still spinning , Life has to go on .Because of you , i find it hard to trust anybody around me .. You were there when i said im lacking of trust to you . But the things that you do , it doesnt proves me anything that you're worth my time , my heart , my trust , my everything ... my soul . U didnt .
Because of you , im afraid . Im afraid to move on . Im afraid cause when i've forgotten you , you came crossing my mind all of a sudden . Im afraid to love someone again . IM TOO AFRAID .