How i wish .
How i wish i could explain everything , make you look me in the eyes and visualise through how much pain im going through without you .
How i wish you could observe my actions everyday watching me enduring this pain ..
Cause im starting to miss u . I miss everything all about us .
I wait and waited for this just one message from you .. once it did , My frown fades away and curves up widely. Well , it didnt .
I cry memorising back our memories . I cry when you said you let me go . I cry when i watch you fade and with someone else . I cry observing you spend your life with someone better happily . I cry you spent the whole day with her . Most importantly , I cry watching our strongest love fades away easily ;(
I may seem so strong on the outside . But in my heart , Its super duper pain . Feels like my heart shattered into a million pieces .
Everytime we fight , we always have our ways to settle it in a nice way . Like as if we fight over a small thing but we end it like a sudden .
I miss those times . I miss US . I miss the things we told each other and didnt realize we have sooo much in common . But what happens now , tells me that we're meant to be together but not mean to fall in Love .
Well what can i say ..
Im not gorgeous , pretty , beautiful , good enough and perfectly perfect for someone like you .
You deserve a better ME .
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