Mom , pleaseeee just ONCE SUPPORT me in whatever i do . Yknow it seriously hurts whatever i do , you always complain alot . I really wanna buy that Sony NEX Camera .. But you say dont waste my money . Mum , dont you understand about these things .. I wanna buy that camera yknow why ? Cause i wanna keep ALOOOT of memories . If you dont want that camera ... fine . BUT i need it . You dont need pictures , BUT everyone need memories . Everything i do , YOU ALWAYS COMPLAIN . I know my myself , i know how to keep my future in line . Its just that i need your help , BUT you always werent there for me . Todaaay i just bought a new dress cost $15 . I showed to you .. and all you could say is " mmmm .. dont waste your money can ? " WTF ... mom , whatever you wanna buy , you always get it . Whatever i wanna buy , you complain . ERRRRRGH ! YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME !!!! NEVER BEFORE !!! >;(((

Because of YOU

This used to be one of my favourites song cause its damn meaning .
Im force to fake smiles , laughters and life . With my girlfreidns around , i have to cause i noe im strong to let everything hold on to where it belongs . But holding on to something or someone who would never do the same .. Its worthless my time and life . And its worthless my love to someone when that person goes with other person .. Its true , because of you ..  I just dont noe how to let anyone else in my heart . I dont noe . U were there when we're still functioning .. U are always there when i told u i tattooed u there . U we're always there when i needed u most ..
But time change and people change .. Promises are meant to be broken . Words are never meant to be said and kept . Feelings are to fade or stay more stronger . But whatever the world still spinning , Life has to go on .Because of you , i find it hard to trust anybody around me .. You were there when i said im lacking of trust to you . But the things that you do , it doesnt proves me anything that you're worth my time , my heart , my trust , my everything ... my soul . U didnt .
Because of you , im afraid . Im afraid to move on . Im afraid cause when i've forgotten you , you came crossing my mind all of a sudden . Im afraid to love someone again . IM TOO AFRAID .

Broken Hearted Girl .

How i wish .
How i wish i could explain everything , make you look me in the eyes and visualise through how much pain im going through without you .
How i wish you could observe my actions everyday watching me enduring this pain ..
Cause im starting to miss u . I miss everything all about us .
I wait and waited for this just one message from you .. once it did , My frown fades away and curves up widely. Well , it didnt .
I cry memorising back our memories . I cry when you said you let me go . I cry when i watch you fade and with someone else . I cry observing you spend your life with someone better happily . I cry you spent the whole day with her . Most importantly , I cry watching our strongest love fades away easily ;(
I may seem so strong on the outside . But in my heart , Its super duper pain . Feels like my heart shattered into a million pieces .
Everytime we fight , we always have our ways to settle it in a nice way . Like as if we fight over a small thing but we end it like a sudden .
I miss those times . I miss US . I miss the things we told each other and didnt realize we have sooo much in common . But what happens now , tells me that we're meant to be together but not mean to fall in Love .

Well what can i say ..
Im not gorgeous , pretty , beautiful , good enough and perfectly perfect for someone like you .
You deserve a better ME .

How i wish SHE is ME

I wish I made YOU laugh like she did . I wish I made YOU love me like she did .
I wish I made YOU smile like she did . I wish I made YOU mine like she did .
How i wish I could steal YOU away from her . I wish I could steal YOUR heart & Your love away .
That should be ME , holding your hands . That should be ME , making you laugh . That should be ME , feeling your kiss . That should be ME , getting your huggys . That should be ME , being by yourside when you need me .
How i wish I was HER .

Not that im being soo Emo or what , But yeah this is where i let out my feelings . True feelings where ppl wont understand mostly .

9May2011 > Best Day Ever

Beeeeeest Day yaaaaaaw !

The only day i get to smile the whole day and hangout with my girlfriends .
Suhaida , Shariffah , Syahierah , Hawa , Fateen , Salihin & Hairi . Thankyou all ;)
You made me smile endlessly . Not a single frown on that day . Teeehee . LOVE YA ALL .
Went Woodlands Waterfront with my girlfriends .. we took ALOT of pics and ALOT of fun together .
HELL YEAH ! Panas semacam ! 3 hari cuace bahang . Switch on 2 kipas kt depan muke pon tak cukop yaaaw ! Haha kae aku gyler -.-"
After that went to JP together , meet my two BROTHERLURPS TERINDUUU ! Salihin n Hairi ! Alaaaa kalao lah ade firdaus ( Flourine ) n Alfiyan .. Lagy bertambah gerekx yawww ..
Kae brotherlurp baru dtng dh ajak nk tngok wayang . Chyeeeaah ! mmg nk tngok Fast & Furious 5 pon .. tapy tk jady yawww . Semua tngah pokai sia ! Hahaha kae then gy lepak kat satu blok blakang JP .
Then Fiq txt me , suroh cao dari sane nk jmpe die . Haiiish malu nye aku :> dngan dress aku yg lagy bertambah sexy  . Woaaaah ! Smpai senget !
Then take 174 gy jmpe Fiq kat BB blok 249 lepaaaak ! kae kite due je .
Then die asyiik make me jealous tao .
TKNK MENGAKU YG U DAH ADE SCANDAL . TKYAH NK TUTOP2 KAN CERITE U NGAN DIE KAY .
Kae smbil lepaaaaak , Otp wit Afiz . Kiwaaaaak !
Suare die HOT SMCM SIA . aku otp pon bole cair dngar suare die HAHA sorry afiz !
But im telling u the fact ! ur suare hot n laen . I LIKE !
Kae my time with Fiq dh over , tkde pape interesting -.-" Jmpe stakat rindu each other yawww.
Balek hp mati tk dpt dngar lagu dlm bus 985 :(
Balek rumah , gy charge hp msg Fiq yg i dh smpai umah . Dhen tibe2 my hp berlambak ngan new messages dari Afiz , Eera n mama :\ Woaaah nk reply smue pon tngah pening rabak dhen afiz back up . Alaaaa bih merajok . Haha ! Eera txt me cause she feels very down . Chillax eera ! if u wan meet up then tell me .. anything just story telling yaw .. Dhen i give u hug kae .
Fiq suroh on9 .. Alaaamak , kaki dh lengoh dari woodlands waterfront .. malas nk bngon dari katil yawww . Just otp with hym lahh . Alaaaaa i love the part we say byebye tk abes2 punye case . Haiyoooo i miss tat .. Sooo cute of hym :>
then dh letak . APE LAGY ! GY TIDO MCM BABI AHH HAHA .
kae , just now in 985 bus terserempak ngan huda n zahwa . lupe nk wish  huda :(
Happy Birthday Huda & Fazeera ! Sweet 16 ke pe
. But dont worry my wan tk lame lagy dh 16 yawww ! Haha check2 apiz nk bwk me gy mane ehk .. Hmmmm
Kae tats all .. Byebye yawww !

Love ya peeps . Muaaaaaahcksxz !

Well i have soemthing to say to Fiq , my Handsome bunny :)
You made me see whats love's fillings is .
Never thought that US will be like this
U made me learn what relationships are formed
Like the sun in the sky and the ocean in the horizone.
You dried my cheeks away by my tears
You hugged me and say u'll never leave me in fear
i'd ensure u'll never make me live in heartbrokens
Until when i open my eyes and im suffering of YOU endurance .
I ly in bed with my lips curves up
Never will i forget this day of my entire life
from my frown to a lovely smile ,
Thankyou and i love you :)

Kae niy i sumpah from the bottom of my heart , i buat niyy sendiri . Bkan dari internet -.-"
Kaekae byebye :)

Im sorry

IDK IDK IDK IDK IDK IDK IDK !
Im sorry fiq , IDK . We otp n u said sweet things .. it didnt really touched my heart .
As if all my trust to u are really fading away completely .
I know deeeeeeeep down my heart , i still want u and i really love u soo much .. But everything turned out wrong .
I tried finding my way in my heart to still bring back the love i use to love u , but end up im lost . Im lost in my own heart fiq . After we break up , my love for u change completely and all my trust fade slowly . As if since u left me , my heart was replace from love to heartbroken and from trust to WHATEVER . Im soo sorry fiq , i still love u , i still want u , i still need u , i just cant find a way to express my Love . I need time . I need my time to be alone .
I may be moving on rite now , but my heart cant accept the fact . I know u promise me ALOT that u will come back someday .. I believe that . My heart is full of Heartbroken and i cant fight it .. Its ........ SOO STRONG ;( i cant help crying when im too quiet .
When we otp also , im not like i used too be . I usually happy when we get to talk otp and spent each time fighting about small matter but now , whatever u said .. my heart is pushing all ur words away n im like " yeah , okae , hmm , okae can " .
If u really love me , capture my heart again like u used to . Im losing u and im lost .
Pls , dont go breaking my heart slowly . IM TOO WEAK TO FACE IT .

Whatever it is Fiq , dont leave me undone . I'll find my way to love u again like i used to. Remember i always look in your eyes every minute , i was too scared that someday i will never see u again . And it did happen . Whatever happens , memories are the only ones i can recall back n mind .
Thanku for being there for me in this 7 months of our relationship . Thanku ! i appreciate what u had done for me all this while . Thanku fer the memories we made together each time . 13102010 ♥
You'll always be in my heart . Thanku Hunney Bunney :)

- Huda , Your shorty Busted :)

Yeah Baby ! Im Moving ON :D

I cant breathe w/o U

Hey !
Long time never update my bloggy Teehee ..
Haisssh IDK why but im full of complicated things rite now in my life .
What should i do now ? Where should i go ? Whats my decision nest ? WHAT IF ? ;(
But thansk to Shariffah , Suhaida , Syahierah & Hawa .. Thanks to them . They are leading me to the right path back . They're willing to help me and sacrifice they efforts for me . Thankyou Girls !
U girls are the BEST AMAZING GIRLFRIENDS I EVER HAD . & Thank you for accepting me for who i am :)

And as for Shafiq , I have something to say . ALOT .
Sorry Dear , i didnt speak up the truth . Somethings are just not meant to be say from own mouth .  It may hurt alot . Dear , i dont know wat to say . Its not been fair for us .. & for me especially . First , about my Fb Password . I trust u , i gave my password to u . To prove that i didnt go flirting arnd and go inboxing with other guys behind ur back . I did , i trust u . But what did u say to me whenever i ask fer ur password ? .. U gave me excuse lahh ..
Yknow i trust you 100 % but now since ur not being fair , my trust is decreasing . And as also fer handphones n messages , u didnt EVEN LET ME hold ur phone . Rememeber sunday , we meet ? u contct that pearline wat . Dont think i didnt see u smiling at her msg .. u didnt even know im hurt inside . Thats why i sit other place alone cause it seems that she is more important that me ;( & ur telling me that u are happy with other girls compared to me ..
Second , where did your sweet words go to ? to other girls ? What happened ?
I told u before that i miss seeing u posting sweet phrases on both our walls , yeah u did post .. but why a sudden stop ?
So ur telling me that ur words HANYA SEMENTARE SAJE ? Ur giving me that signal of ur words are nothing and why did i believe in it ?
Oh my , whats happening to u dear ? u've change alot ;( pls , im losing trust on u ..
Third , Y do u always beat me up ? i know ur just playing arnd .. punch me here n there . But ur ways of doing it hurts me ALOT TIMES HARDER .
i admit dear , sometimes in front of my friends u did it . yeah i took it as if ur playing .. but the truth my friends told me this " Huda , asl kau yg merane niyy ? asl lelaki kau pukol kau gytu .. yknow its not nice a boy even a boyfriend beat u even if hes just joking arnd . If he cares for u and loves u soo much , he wouldnt have done tat . He would try his very best to takecare of you even if u hurt abit . aku tknk tngok kwn aku merane mcm niyy , aku yg lagy sedih n kesian kat kau .. "
u tawu i ckp ape ? " biarlahh , aku tk kesahh .. biar aku merane krane die sbb aku btol2 cinte kan die . aku kuat .. walaoupon it hurts me a thousand times .. " ....

Dear , we may have made it through till almost 7 months of our relationship . But ... what for going through a long distance relationship if one of us is not even happy inside our own heart and one of us is suffering inside ? Dear , i dont care how long we made through , but as long as we spent and cherish our moments truely is the best memories i can keep :) if only we look closer at our mistakes , we can spent more time together . But whats there i can get ? Im losing trust on you dear .. IM SOO SORRY ;( But no matter how deep im hurt and how long im being hurt is , I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU .

Dear , i feel like im losing u .  Everytime i close my eyes now , i can see you happy with other girls . I just cant help it .. Dear , there's still other ppl who mostly care for me . Idk , they're the ones who made me smile endlessly . Made me cry for joy . Gave me happiness bit by bit . Show me the meaning of sister love .
I still love u no matter what .. i just dont wanna lose my love ones again & all is left with me is just memories  .. Im sorry ;(
I MISS U ;(

Teardrops

I never wanted this . I never want this in my life before .
Why is everyone treating me wrong ?
U guys wanna see my sad everyday is it ?
Haissssh , I just dont noe what to do . Im full of hurt and pain

Luckily , i have my buddy beside me :) Afiz . He gave me support in what ever i did , and he's the only one who can tell that my eyes is full of problems and questionsmarks . Thankyou soo much Buddy :)

♥

Weeeee ~
Happy :D today go out with my Boifyeeen to Queensway . Alaaaaaa atlast kluar same2 jugak . I had fun :)
Soo today he bought his favourite blue colour Zippo Lighter , Blue laces n Mp4 Cable .
Ohhh ohhh , n he tell me that he wanna buy me a neclace n wants me too wear it . Awwwwww , soo sweet ♥ . That necklace he showed me , was actually the necklace i wanna buy for him for our 3 monthsary gift .. But if i give step he pkai jek .. Tak pernah nmpak die necklace pon . Hmm Tkpe lahh . Atleast there's something for me that will last forever :) Hehe.
We were walking fer like 4-5 rounds around Queenstown just to see " That thing " . Okae i was SOOO DAMN PAISEY when he was telling me about his father and the thing he holds . He doesnt know he wants to buy ar not . HAHA soo kekek of him .. But still cute :)
Up to u lahh Hunney Bunny wanna buy or not .. I anything hehe .
Next time go out again ehk Hunney , I love spending my time with u ♥Love ya soo much lahhh :D

Love ,
Huda♥
Ur Shorty Bastard .

Something about ♥

OMG , i cant believe i just cried hard just because i miss my damn beloved cat , Kiko . I miss him soo much ;( Where could he be now ? Why did you run away kiko ?
I miss those times with you kiko . You hug me when im sleeping in my room alone , You meowed hard at me just because you want me to feed you , you manje2 at me when im bored , you revenge me when i disturb you nonstop , even if you come back home with bruises and scars ; you never failed to come to me and make me heal you even if the scars hurt you alot . Damn kiko , i miss those times .. I MISS YOU . You never failed to make me smile again when i had a hard time . Even if i shouted hard at you , you still look at me , give me that step cute face and meowed . I miss your soul when you were sleeping on my bed . You were once patience cat . Even if i cant understand your language , But you are telling me you wanted something from me . I miss you coming running to me when i come back home from school . You're one such ordinary cat :) AWWWW , soo swite of you kiko . You were my bestest pet cat kiko . Your my one fan bestfriend ;) where ever you might be now , i'd pray that you will be okay . Mostly , come back if you still remember your true home and your beloved owner . I miss you bestfriend . Come back to my arms ..pls ?

Hunney Bunney ; Go rest kay . Takecares bby ! Love ya ♥


Kay , Exams are just around the corner . And im attending the night study from nxt week onwards . Have to study more harder now . hehehe :)

♥

Im getting worried each day past by . Soo worried .
My chest is getting more hurtful than last week . Even more painful ;(
I dont know why . I did nothing to it .
Well i cried thinking that i need a operation . OMG i cried soo tak terhenti-henti .. It feels like as if i sitting down , laying or just standing , i can feel the hurt inside . Describe the pain ? Like , someone stab u with a knife through your heart . Thats the pain .
I just dont know how am i going to endure the pain everyday i go to school .
I feel soo abnormal . The pain makes me sooo weak . Haiisssh . I dont know what to say . Oh no .. im crying bcoz of the pain ! Sial lah what  telah happen to me ? Im soo scared . I feel like dying soon ;(


Ohh and anywaes ,
Happy 6 monthsary to my Dearest Prince Charming . I love him soooo much . Hehehe .

He's mine pls

Aku tawu lah mataey aku Handsome , Hot , Cute , Sapao , ... U noe lyke "WTF HES GORGEOUS!" kankankan?
Hehehe i think tat way too :D
Tapy asl ehk bnyk2 jantan pt dunia niy , korng pilih mataey aku ? Tak nampak ke kat Facebook " In a Relationship with NurulHuda Abdullah " ?
Potek ehk korng ? Lagy2 tu pompuan yg selalu kol die . Mintak kene sound ehk . Jgn sampai darah gua up ayee . Step takde lagy jantan kat luar lebih baik dari die jek ..  Eeeeeeee sedar sikit ye .
OKay Can . kekek sia . HAHAHAHAHA !
Fiq : U noe i noe what happen today ayee . Hahahaha perot sampai nk meletop !
Hahahaha . Kite nk balek then fiq hantar me at bus stop . Yelah cuace tngah hujan lebat tady . Soo we jln i saw 2 bangladesh tngah lari nk masok blok . Tibe2 one of the bangla jatoh keblakang . Kiwaaaak soo kekek . Conferm jatoh bergegar sia block . Hahaha ! dah tu kite ketawe ade satu budak naek skooter bih terslide kat luar lift . Then barang bdak kecik niy melayang kat hujan . Hahahaha !
One more , after i take bus fiq msg me say that die nmpak satu makcik niy slip tapy tak jatoh . Hahahaha i laugh sendiri kat dlm bus . Kay perot nk meletop soo saket ketawe from just now .
Haiish ape dah jady dah nyari . Sway nk mamps !
okay can ! haha

Kay i lOVE MY BOYFRIEND VBERY MUCH . I DONT WANNA REPLACE HIM PLS .
HE'S MINEY MINE ! :D

To a certain extent ..

Whats wrong wit u ?
So ur telling me that "that" rumour u heard is true ah ? WTF , have u EVER seen me going out with other guys ? What makes u think that I HAVE THE HEART TO PLAY UR FEELINGS BEHIND UR BACK ? This is what u say u trust me ? Sorry baby , for me i still think that u dont trust me 100% .
We have done this before . Dilah . She brainswash me just because of u . She want us to go our own separate ways right ? But atleast , I still have half of my heart to trust u that u didnt go with her . I STILL TRUST U . And now whereby another rumour is approacing , did u did the same as me ? Oups soo u called me last night , and ask whether its true i didnt go out with other guys . I can only say this SUMPAH DEMI ALLAH , DEPAN QURAN , SAKSI SELURUH DUNIA , DEPAN U , I BERSUMPAH I TAK KELUAR NGAN JANTAN LAEN . fair now ? puas hati ?
Seriously u get me to say that , it totally hurts me alot . DEEPLY . Totally im pushing u aside man ..
Im soo damn hurt just because of u . Do u noe what its like to be hurt and cry because u've been strong for too long ? Did u ?
Straight forward , did u realize ur the only one who made me cry ? yeah its true . dear , i've been patience for soo long . Dont make me lost hope of trusting anymore . Even now , u made my happiness fade away slowly ;((
Sorry to say this , even if i didnt see u like for 3 weeks or more , I dont have the heart to play such things behind ur back . but even if u said that " that " rumour is true , i cant do anything . Its ur choice u wanna believe or not . I'll just sit back and relax and study hard for my exams are coming . U've let me down .
U LET ME DOWN COMPLETELY . ;((

Ouhhya , sedihsedih gyny pon ... Well i love my bestfriend alot . POTASSIUM ! haha . Love ya as my bestfriend lahh . Thanks fer cheering me up . U nvr failed to make me smile again ;)
Thanku potassium , thanku for your concern towards me . Appreciate it alotz !
You were there when i needed u most and you made my day . Even if you hurt my feelings last time ,
i've forgiven you every bit . I shared my problems to you , so do you .. Well , ur one of my greatest bestfriend in the whole wide world . My feelings are true . Thankyou very much , Hope to see you happy again .. Stay strong always !
Love ,
Huda

Im away , but my heart is close to u

Currently doing malay composition .

Atlast i meet my Hunney Bunney ! hehehe . Misss him soo damn much lehhh .
Okae , txting with Eera . Alaaaa so sad for her .

Eera <3

Hey dear , cheer up kaes . Dont worry just maybe your true love isnt the time now to be found . Wait fer love kae ? Just stay positive . I wanna see u smile , enjoying life , make new memories , forget the past and laughing with your close friends . Next time , i ajak u keluar kae ??  We have fun together . Just keep txting me whenever u are down , am always there for u . See ya nxt time ,, cheer up .. ITS NOT THE END OF LIFE BABE , EVEN ITS NOT THE END OF YOUR LOVE LIFE :)

To : Ierah Tinee , Shariffah n Eiida <3

Im soo sorry to my Girlfriends . I cant be with you girls for this time . Im rushing my studies . Hope u understand kae .. Alot of work to be done . After school straight i cant meet ya .. Im staying back alittle while . Being with u girls is the best ! Just maybe its not the right time now for me to have fun .. Dont worry i wont leave from u girls . Im just catching up with my studies even more harder this time . After exams we have fun okae ?? I LOVE BEING WITH U GIRLS .. IM GONNA MISS THE FUN . Starting from now , im going school early like i used to , and sit alone at the canteen waiting for u girls . I wont fade away .. Im just having a time out . See ya in school .. ouh n i wont be onlining until exams finish . See ya around in school !

HudaAbdullah .Love ,

Be with you

Omg i was hearing this song when i was texting with my boyfriend .
Got caught up the lyrics really make me awake . The lyrics is the same as our situation .
Okae wow wow wow ! i love this song sooo much .

Really nobody wanna see us together even my uncle wanna break us apart , but no matter what .. we're still in one piece .
I just love my prince charming soooo much ! <3


"And no one knows why I'm into you
'Cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes"
Cause you people out there doesnt know how it feels to be in our situation . You'd never know true love . If you people understands us , then why is there a fuss about it ? Scared of losing me because i go with him ?

fml

Alaaaaaaa i miss my boyfriend soo much laa . Why his computer rosaak ?
Sooo bored die tkde . Haaaaissh .
Nak msg sape seyyy ? Hmmm sungguuuuuuuuuh mendaak .
Asl aku rase rimas niyy ? Malas nk buat kerje rumahh , malas nk buat kerje skolahh . mcm nk tidoooo jek .
FML .

Ahh diam ah kau diam ahhh . BISING SIA . MULOT TAKTAWU TUTOP KE SKALI SKALE .
dah tk bagy aku duet untk madrasah . Kebulor aku .
Isssssh , Aku nak MIA lahhh . sudahh lahh kau .
Pusing aku kau dibuatnye . TAK TENTERAM HIDOP AKU MCM NIYY >:(

I wanna love somebody like you

" What am i suppose to do when the best part of me is always you ? " - The Script

just one question ..

What happens when one girl who really loves her boyfriend soo much is in a relationship , suddenly there's this ONE BOY who that girl cant get rid of her life even abit ? Even now she is in a relationship ?
Like her ex is still stuck in her heart when she is still in a relationship ?

Wow this question is soo damn curious ...
i wanna found out lehhh .
Better ask some experienced girls .

Whats YOUR problem ?

Ehk , kau nak ape lagy dari aku ah ? kau nak brainwash aku lagy ? LOL sorry i dont give a damn shit about wat ur going to say . Ape hypnotize aku then aku percaye , blahh lah ! Ape lagy smpai kau nk mintak nombor aku bih nak step " i really need to talk to u " . WTF ? kau nak ckp bkan2 psl shafiq ? Ckp sebnyk2 kaau nak kae , aku cume nak dengar n nak tawu brape besar kau peyy world park kau . Kau maybe tua dari aku , lawa dari aku .. tapy dont take advantage of me . Takde jantan laen pe sial kau nak rampas ? Mataey aku jugak kau nak kebas ? Aku tawu lahh die hot , cute , handsome  . Tapy tak tawu pikir ke die dah ade mataey ? Saje mulot kau berjalan stakat nak buat aku tinggalkan shafiq ? UNTOK KAU ? sorry ah babe sedar sikit ye . Kau dah kwn ngan shafiq buat hal kawan ah sial . Kau siape nak panggil mataey aku SAYANG ? Kau nak jumpe aku , silekan ah . Gua tak heran ah ape lu mau bobal . Jgn smpai tangan aku melayang kat muke kau . Klau kau nak bobal psl shafiq , slow talk ngan gua . klau tangan kau melayang , tngan gua pon melayang ehk . Tengok sape yg bersalah , kau atao Shafiq . Tapy pendapat aku , hati aku lagy percaye shafiq dari kau .

Sayaaaaang , sorry i tk msg atao kol tao . Pp8 maseh low . I tngah btol2 cube untk tepi kan mase i untk u . Tapy this week tak bole . Maybe i tkleh jumpe u for 3 weeks . Sorry kae . Kan i dah ckp , i mmg tknak lepaskan u tapy i terpakse . I taknak u risau pasal i bile i dah lame tak jumpe u . N i taknak pikir bkan2 bile kite tak jumpe . But sbbkan u btol2 taknak , then jgn mrh i klao i tak kol atao msg .

Asl ehk kau peyy bodoh sngat ahh ?? Kesian aku tngok TIMER kau tuu . Psl kau , Riyaaah menanges kerane kau . N psl kau jugak , die snggop slash tngah die dngan name kau . Walaopon die timer kau , Pikir aku suke tngok pompuan innocent mcm riyahh diperbodohkan oleh kau ? Pikir aku suke tngok pompuan kene bodoh oleh jantan sendiri ? Ape jantan keparat sia kau ? CB  die sanggop dtng dari pasir ris ke bukit batok , abih kite tnggu kau dtng mcm orng cb dudok kt rc , cari kau satu bb check2 kau paitao . sialan peyy jantan keparat . Kecot pe sial bobal ngan timer sendiri face 2 face ? Bih kau maseh leyyy tnyer siape suhaida dngan ... CB msg mcm tak puas hati face 2 face ape peyy kecot sia kau ? Mmg suhaida ngan riyahh , aku , ierah , indra ngan dibo . Abih kau nak buat ape ? rembat kite satu2 ? Sundal tngan ngan kaki kau gerak aku make sure kaki aku melayang pat konek kecot kau . Pikir aku tk brani ngan lelaki sundal mcm kau ? silekan kau gerak dulu . Skrng niy aku 100% tak puas hati ngan kau . Riyaahh mintak break kau tknk accept bih apesal gy maen timer kan bodoh . Kau mmg sundal nbcb SWEET TALKER MOTHER FCUKER .  Brambos kau dari hidop suhaida . Aku tknk pandang muke kau lagy . Jgn smpai aku masok campor hal kau ngan suhaida .

Tady Sports day , tak buat ape . Stakat jerit sane jerit sini . Dudok diam2 kat tempat dudok , dngar lagu , minom , jln sane jln sini . Haaaish mcm tkde life gytu . Bih aku dudok diam hawa diri tunggu suhaida , ierah ngan efah dtng . dorng gy support kat dpan2 seyy . BIH PSL AIMAN KIPAS ANGIN AKU HILANG . soyyal tu bdak . DAH BAGOS AKU BAWAK DUE KIPAS UNTOK AKU NGAN KWN SHARE . BKAN PASS2 KAT ORNG BIH HILANG TIBE2 .BIH KIPAS ANGIN YG AKU BAGY IERAH SATU SIDE DAH PECAH . Puki tiang .
Bih gy Vivo lepas tu sbb takde pape nak buat . Gy mcm2 kedai baju tngok harge . Then lepak kat stadium kejap baring2 . Bobal psl mataey . Tngah bobal , tibe2 dpt msg dari Fiq . Awwwww he really brings a wide smile to my face .talking psl Shafiq , Parvhen n Shah . Hmmmmmmm lagy nothing to do then balek . Tido dlm bus . Haha penaaaaaaaaat sheeey :<
Then jln2 pat Lot 1 ngan ierah n hawa . HAWA AKU SERIOUSLY TAK KENAL KAU . KAU MALUKAN AKU DPN PUBLIC SIAL . KAU KENE JUGAK DARI AKU . SATU HARI AKU KENE BULLY DARI KAU . MAKE SURE AKU BUAT YG SAME KAT KAU . KAU JAGE JE HAWA . GILE PEYY ORNG . HAHA

Okae , i miss my boyfriend alot . atlast dpt kol die jugak :) hehe happy !
One thing missing , I NEED A HUG :<
Can i pweeeeeeaaaaaash ?
*sobsob